I'm f2p, quit at 2.7 and only recently came back, I've grinded up to this point, got him a 4pc LNO yet my max DMG is 60k per plunge (with buffs), is there any way for my f2p soul to get up to 100k
I don't know too much about OCD, and I'm not diagnosed with it either, but I've always suspected that I have it, however this isn't an attempt to 'self diagnose' but rather to gain a deeper understanding.
Yesterday I was just going on about my day as usual, but then I remembered the word 'legit', and legit means legitimate, but I thought of it in the way that people use it to agree. It's also one of the words you can legit put infront of anything (see what I did there), forexample 'I legit can't be bothered making breakfast' or 'legit he should quit his sport'... it just goes on and on and on
What I'm trying to get at is how as soon as I started thinking of the word, every sentence in my brain started with legit. In a way it felt like I was fixating at the word, and I was telling my brain to stop saying legit infront of every sentence, but no matter what, it wouldn't. I'm not sure if I'm using the term 'intrusive thoughts' correctly, but thats what it felt like. You may think 'just stop thinking about it? think about something else?' but I literally couldn't, everything I thought of, everything inside of my head would start with legit. And this entire situation may sound silly, but there are similar scenarios that affect me a lot.
I also struggle learning new vocabulary, or using my diction to the right use. You may ask why, and it's because when I'm writing an essay, or a prose, and suddenly come up with a word, I fixate on said word and I can't continue typing unless I've put the word I wanted to use. What I meant with struggling to use my diction right is that words are meant to be accurate, to be used for their nuance, you find right words for your blank space, not the other way around, but even if I am aware of this, I still get stuck on the words I think of. The issue with this is that the words* *I come up with are random, but I strongly feel the need to use them every time. Because they are random, it doesn't always fit what I'm writing, forexample during my exams I could write a paragraph about world war two, but the word I would come up with and fixate on for 30 minutes would be completely unrelated to that.
Both of the examples I named end up going away, but I stay stuck for maybe 4-5 hours before it does. Is there a term for any of this?
I don't know too much about OCD, and I'm not diagnosed with it either, but I've always suspected that I have it, however this isn't an attempt to 'self diagnose' but rather to gain a deeper understanding.
Yesterday I was just going on about my day as usual, but then I remembered the word 'legit', and legit means legitimate, but I thought of it in the way that people use it to agree. It's also one of the words you can legit put infront of anything (see what I did there), forexample 'I legit can't be bothered making breakfast' or 'legit he should quit his sport'... it just goes on and on and on
What I'm trying to get at is how as soon as I started thinking of the word, every sentence in my brain started with legit. In a way it felt like I was fixating at the word, and I was telling my brain to stop saying legit infront of every sentence, but no matter what, it wouldn't. I'm not sure if I'm using the term 'intrusive thoughts' correctly, but thats what it felt like. You may think 'just stop thinking about it? think about something else?' but I literally couldn't, everything I thought of, everything inside of my head would start with legit. And this entire situation may sound silly, but there are similar scenarios that affect me a lot.
I also struggle learning new vocabulary, or using my diction to the right use. You may ask why, and it's because when I'm writing an essay, or a prose, and suddenly come up with a word, I fixate on said word and I can't continue typing unless I've put the word I wanted to use. What I meant with struggling to use my diction right is that words are meant to be accurate, to be used for their nuance, you find right words for your blank space, not the other way around, but even if I am aware of this, I still get stuck on the words I think of. The issue with this is that the words* *I come up with are random, but I strongly feel the need to use them every time. Because they are random, it doesn't always fit what I'm writing, forexample during my exams I could write a paragraph about world war two, but the word I would come up with and fixate on for 30 minutes would be completely unrelated to that.
Both of the examples I named end up going away, but I stay stuck for maybe 4-5 hours before it does. Is there a term for any of this?
Evidently I knew my mouse wouldn't replicate the feeling of a pencil, but even so I attempted to draw something and evaluate how it went.
My main sketch came out really messy, but when I did my attempt at lineart I used the stabilizer tool. When I finished, the lineart looked overly smooth, which isn't necessarily a bad thing, but it felt unauthentic and as if I'm crutching on said tool.
However, without the stabilizer, my drawing comes out wobbly and uneven, and I may result in 'chicken scratching'.
Also, if you look at the left shoulder of my drawing, you can see I did my best to render. I feel conflicted because on one hand, it looks better and smoother than the rest of the drawing, but on the other, it looks splatchy and muddy because of all the visible strokes and uneven blending.
Would you say a graphic tablet is essential for drawing? And will it make blending, sketching, colouring, and doing lineart, easier?
I understand getting a tablet wont suddenly increase my knowledge in things such as anatomy or colouring, but will it make it easier for me to draw? Using a mouse means its either 100% or 0% pressure, and I can't work with line weight or accurately draw strokes.
(Sorry for the phone photo, I recently moved and haven't been able to set up the internet yet for me to be able to post the screenshot from my PC)