so for context, the first image is adjusted for brightness of a screenshot taken from a video while exploring am abandoned building.
(the 2nd image is the original)
not sure what this being is, but curious to see what others say.
personally I have never seen such clesr footage before.
(M30)
yes, loaded statement. let me explain. .
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first off, the typical male today who is hyperfocused on appearing as straight as possible is not the same as the men of the past who genuinely had an aversion to homosexuality.
most of the straight men today in this category are more in love with men than their own wives/girlfriends, "bro code" and all . . .
the men of the past genuinely maintained masculine relationships with men either through work or through important matters of relations, not this idea of "hanging out with the bros".
to top it off (pun intended), the straight men make such a fuss about appearing feminine to women while practically licking their buddys ballsac as a sign of "loyalty". and those men who try hard to avoid gay statements with this language invention of "pause" even at the slightest euphemism of a cock shows how much their mind is sunconscioisly fixated on dongs, schlongs, and hot dogs.
then! you have openly gay men basically calling out straight men for being so closeted in their unwillingness to show love to their partners by saying kind words, buying flowers, holding the door that they resort to dressing in matched outfits with their women, getting pegged and cucked (probably more than ever historically speaking) and then seeing gay men as a source of relief to "express their feelings" to . . . .
now don't get me wrong, men and boys have suffered from disfunctional fathers and absent mothers in recent times and have developed really poor self-esteems as a result, either leading to neurotic nervous syndromes and/or violent overcompensations . . . and so healthy emotional regulation without being vulgar like their grandfathers or becoming overly soft as of today is a challenge that needs proper guidance from strong, competent men.
nonetheless, we continue.
NEXT!
"gay men are more desired by straight women than by gay men". . .
this one is a tad more loaded.
so when the majority of women are becoming more masculine to compensate for the weakness in modern men, a gay man who isn't concerned with appearing weak or undesirable on account of their sensitivity are being desired by straight women more because they take initiative, they speak their mind openly, they don't play games . . it's this phrase i am hearing more: "I want a man that was designed by a woman".
and that is what the problem is i find with other gay men, is they are too forthcoming toward eachother that oftentimes they reject eachother more savagely than a woman rejects a man . . . so this interesting dynamic has opened up between the sexes that unfortunately requires people to treat eachother with respect instead of as this constant competition between straight men among straight men to not appear gay, and gay men among gay men to actually be accepting and civil with one another . .
unfortunately, it seems that women once again are getting the short end of the stick.
as a side note, to all the men claiming women only want money and a good looking guy, that is because that is all we offer at this point . . . shots fired 😘
has anyone experimented with calling forth spirits in general or with specified traits without knowing what would come to you?
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im deeply interested in understanding more of how the first demonologists came into contact with certain spirits and how names in different languages often correspond to a cross-cultural geneaology of sorts.
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hence, has any one done experiments like this and then finding out the names either matched up with the experience you had with it and/or meeting spirits that haven't been documented as prominently or at all as in the goetia.
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thanks