Lonely
Hello fellow onlychilds! I am 26 F . I have lived my life away from home, mostly in hostels and I have found peace living with unknown people. Had a somewhat difficult childhood. Don’t get me wrong, parents love each pther a lot and they love me too but my father being a narcissist have ruined some things for me. Fast forward to today, I have these weird trauma thoughts as to what would happen if my mum died or what would happen if they die when they are old. How will I live? Who would be there for me. At this point of time I really wished I had a sibling. And the worst fact is when I meet people who are only child, I tend to share this topic which obviously i feel like ruines their mood but I also literally have no one to talk to about this stuff. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want people to find me odd. I’m curious to hear from ya’ll, what should I do to stop this?