u/ProudAbalone3856 — reddlx

Emergency clean for landlord visit

Welp, it's happened. The day I've dreaded for months of struggling to get motivated to straighten out the boxes and piles of stuff since moving here in anticipation of a day when my landlord will need to come over is here - A/C died and I'll have to call tomorrow.

I can so clearly see the path when it's not my own mess, but I've just been spinning my wheels and doing my usual ADHD thing since the A/C died earlier today. There isn't much trash, there are no dishes anywhere, no unwashed laundry, just way too much stuff in a small space and stacks, bins, boxes of everything everywhere. I'm embarrassed to have them come over, and infuriated at myself for not getting ahead of this inevitable moment. If not the A/C in July, it would have been something else and I knew that. Yet here I am.

I imagine that I'll be best served to get my tiny spare bedroom/dumping ground straightened so I can shift as much as possible from the main area - front door to the A/C unit - clear/presentable and not go down my usual rabbit hole of organizing drawers, googling stuff, and ratcheting up my already sky high anxiety. Any suggestions for ADHD/depression emergency cleaning so I can get this sorted?

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u/ProudAbalone3856 — 2 days ago

▲ 45 r/PetPsychics

Enzo

Enzo has been gone for two years as of today. If anyone has anything from or about him, I'd love to know. I especially want to be sure that he knows how very much I love and miss him every day, and to know that he's okay. I hope he's still around or comes by to visit sometimes, and would love it if he'd somehow let me know he's here.

Thank you. 💜

u/ProudAbalone3856 — 2 months ago

▲ 361 r/rainbowbridge

Enzo

As of today, you've been gone for two years. I miss you more than I can possibly express, and haven't gone a single day without thinking of you, talking to you, and telling you good night. I miss your enormous personality, stubbornness, humor, incredible heart, and all the hugs, kisses, and headbutts you gave. I miss your fluff and how you were always within sight, if not within reach. I have no idea where you or all the others went, but even though I don't believe in heaven, I somehow know that I'll see you all again. Otherwise, I don't know how I'd go on.

Sam and Lola and I talked to you on our walk earlier, looked for all the wildflowers that have popped up and named them for your remembrance day. I considered picking a few, but decided to leave them there so the butterflies, birds, and bees could celebrate you, too. I love you, my beautiful boy. I am so grateful to have had you in my life, even if saying goodbye was the hardest thing I've ever done. Like I said to you every day, how'd I get so lucky? My magical boy. 💜

u/ProudAbalone3856 — 2 months ago