years of isolation and wasting my life away, for some reason, made me way empathetic, way compassionate, kind, understanding, gentle and grateful
honestly, i started this arc as a very bitter person, hate was dictating my life, but for whatever reason its been subconciously stripping away from me over the years, i really dont know why
been talking to this girl for a while
was genuinely trying my best to be kind, was showing my vulnerable (lonely loser) side to her so she knows i'm genuine, i just wanted to form a meaningful relationship where both side can respect each other for who they actually are, and thats the mockery i get. she said "i'm being like this to her just because i got no one to talk to" (implying all my effort is because im dependent and desperate, and my whole intent is only to fill my emotional void)
world keeps pushing me to become a bad person, but i will resist
people kill themselves or go insane for going through %25 of what i've been through, maybe i'm strong for persistently living through this suffering no matter what
Insanity, is, doing the exact... same fucking thing... over and over and OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER OVER AND OVER again
Realistic (?) 3D animation that I've seen on youtube. Couple stopped at a red light. Harley biker pulls up. Driver and biker discover a shared interest and become increasingly enthusiastic. The traffic light cycles red and green multiple times while they ignore it. Wife keeps trying to get them moving. She finally turns to crash out on him, but he's gone. Cuts to the driver riding on the back of the biker's motorcycle into the sunset while "More Than a Feeling" plays
just shared a b&a of a guy having drastic cosmetic improvement for his deep scars shown from all angles under light for depth measurement and light reflection with no microswelling/oedema whatsoever (results were 3 months after the procedure) and some doomposter, instead of appreciating the amazing cosmetic improvement, just complained that he used fillers so its not results (whatever that means, literally everything degrades by time including yourself, called aging. or u could just yolo it and get permanent fillers), u gotta spend thousands every year bla bla bla, which, thousands of dollars is nothing compared to living ur whole life in misery
sorry but, this sub is really full of ignorance and ignorant people, they dont know what to do, they persist on not knowing what to do, end up depressing themselves and those around them. negativity creates negativity. not even gonna talk about toxic positivity/hypocrisy "love ur scars" stuff, that is even more depressing
anyway, what im saying is, do ur own research and do it well, peace
