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It's kinda cool in its own way

But yeah, my last name is rare, no brothers, and no male cousins, so we're straight up going extinct lol

u/ItsAllSoup — 18 hours ago
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Real Rant #5 (I Regret Everything.)

Recently I have been ruminating about basically my entire life and the more I remember and think deeper about the more I regret. I've managed to be a loud and annoying problem child, a smartass asshole teenager, and young adult who would listen to absolutely nobody and make consistently awful life choices. My whole life I've spent playing video games and sitting inside.

Everything has been against me. When I did open up everything found a way to put me down somehow. I tried Christianity, and asshole "Christians" I considered friends put me down, and now they all have girlfriends while I'm stuck making a reddit post to people who'll forget all about this in an hour, rotting. And to think, they'll all go to the golden paradise of heaven while I'm stuck burning in HELL. God is an asshole, and so is everyone else here that's a Christian, you all suck.

Another example is school. I made decent grades, but I couldn't make any friends. I had one good friend, but he ditched me for the popular kids in high school and laughed at me when I asked why. Everyone has memories of being a teenager in high school, hanging out with friends at football games, being a part of something, going to parties, doing stuff you're not supposed to do. And then there's me, with nothing to remember.

I just fell like I've failed, I've wasted too much time and I'm not even 19 yet, I turn 19 next week. And yet I wish I could just reset everything, rebirth with all my prior knowledge, and now here I am, coming apart in my bedroom at 4 in the morning. My life is in shambles. I don’t think I can hide the crazy anymore. Eventually everyone abandons you anyway, or you force them to. I don’t want help anymore. I feel like I'm beyond that now.

I would've ended it by now, but it's just the sheer fear. What if Christianity is actually real, and people actually go to hell when they die. What if the gut wrenching horrible things people say happen are actually real. It's getting rough, Idk what to do anymore.

u/Aguy12131415 — 17 hours ago
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to be more specific, i'm not as happy or full of life as others

and tbh i don't know if i want to be "full of life" that would be a entirely different person from myself now

u/daniix8 — 21 hours ago
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Stupid idea i have.

Im new here, and i probably won't stick around either, or maybe i will... i get easily tired of stuff, or obsessed.

But i have this dumb idea, that probably would wound up miserable somehow.

I was thinking that this sub should meet... and support each other. I feel like i can get other dudes laid, like a wingman.

I would force one of you to talk to girls, and give you challenges.

Feel like, even if it doesn't work, it would still be interesting.

Im also like... "i could be a wingman" But maby i would suck at it, i don't know.

Either a group of loosers become stronger, or the weakness will merge into a dark place. Idk.

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u/imscaredofmyexit — 1 day ago
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IM LITERALLY PETER PARKER (i can't let myself get obsessed and put her through that again)

Whats the point of these feelings if no one makes edits of them?

u/Mobile-Beginning-654 — 1 day ago
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Never again

been 11 months since breakup and I’ve never felt this relieved in my entire life; this whole relationship thing of mine was just a temptation from the opposite side, I was captivated and played along until we couldn’t stand each other anymore

u/nitorikawashiro2 — 1 day ago