
u/RovenoNevoro

I'm nothing, just a piece of flesh
My whole life I've been afraid to do even the smallest things that others do without a problem. I'm always trying to be kind to others so that they'll be kind to me. I'm afraid to speak up first, so I don't have any friends and I sit like a nobody in class. In my free time I overthinking, or hide in games. I'm in a long-distance relationship with someone I love with all my heart, but I think we might meet only after 4 years (most likely more). I just want to hug someone, but I can't. I'm like a hungry animal and can't get anything at all, but even when people start talking to me I just want to end the dialogue faster. I'm constantly anxious, I'm constantly missing something, I'm tired. I just don’t know what to do, maybe I will end this or continue to drag out this useless life.
Who am I?
I was born a boy:3 and was raised by my mother my whole life (my father left the family). Sometimes I think it would have been easier if I had been born a girl, and I have a lot of feminine traits, as others say. But I accept that I was born a boy; it's a part of me, and I think that if I were a girl, it would be like half of my personality was taken away. I don't know who I am, and my family don't like homosexuals or trans people...so, what should I do and who am I?
I just can't, every day it's like I'm just dragging my life God knows where with pain and hatred to everything
I'm 19 and I don't think this is the end of my life. No, it's just the beginning, but I still hate everything around me and myself. Life doesn't bring me any pleasure.I want to ask how you relax, Goslings? How do you get pleasure and the desire to live? Or are you just dragging your life like I do? In any case, I also have problems with addiction to porn and nothing else. I don't smoke, I don't take anything, I don't drink, and I don't even swear. I'm thinking of starting to drink to at least make my life a little happier or easier. One more bad habit won't do any harm, I think, maybe.What do you think, is that a bad idea? I just need advice from my true bros.
Libra (Phases 1-2) is IMO the best boss in Nightreign and all Fromsoft games. Can anyone recommend any games with similar bosses to Libra?
Reasons why Libra is the best boss for me:
Madness. I love Libra's system that he seemingly smart, but he acts like an mad animal.
Horror. The boss gives off horror and chase vibes, both in combat and in music.
Attacks. Telegraphic attacks that can be read and an interesting gimmick system with gold shards that need to be collected to decrease the madness meter.
How you guys just don't worry about anything? Seriously, I think too much and I just want to not give af, but it's easier to say than to do
Also, how do you relax and what you do to fill the void inside?
Hey, Goslings, just curious about what you play in your spare time?
I spend all my free time playing video games to escape reality, and I was just curious about your interests. My favorite games are rpg like Gothic and slashers like DMC, also I really love detectives visuals novels: zero escape and danganronpa.
Risen 2, questions about guns and etc.
I've looked through a lot of links, but I still don't understand anything about guns in this game.
Here are my questions:
What are the differences between bullet types, and which one is better?
What's the difference between a shotgun, musket and a revolver? I know a shotgun shoots better up close, but does a musket shoot well close too or not? And what about long distance? Also, revolver for a close range, long or both?
What should I do if I love him more than anything in the world, but he is 2000 kilometers away?
I want to meet him in person more than anything, 3 years of online relationship after all. But I just don't know how to organize our life together. We're only 18 years old and each of us is studying at our own university. I want to meet, but what will happen next? How will we live, earn money, and study together? I guess only answer its just wait to be more older, but waiting are hurting.
I so want Power to step on me and scream at me about how pathetic and worthless I am
Women in armor are the best