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i wanna rant so basically my dad and mom called me down to have a chat my crazy dad had a dream he was going to hell because of me 😭 and started questioning me he basically says if I ever leave Islam I won’t be his child and my family will move away without me and cut contact. I have a personality where i argue back and i say that Hadiths are weird and how Mohamed the pedo had sex slaves and expained to my adult parents how mohhamed having sex slaves is like him raping them which it is rape and my parents tell me it’s okay because Allah allowed him to. Im disturbed because my dad has 4 daughters and 8 granddaughters so that kind of thinking and logic is so gross. then a few hours after he hugs me and says he loves me how can you say that after saying you would not love me if I left Islam (my family thinks I’m Muslim i do a good job of hiding I pray read the Quran fast wear abayas and hijabs).

before I left Islam id argue with my dad about Hadiths and so he called me a kaffir that’s why he is having dreams about me leaving Islam and him going to hell because of that. I actually read the Quran English version and the Hadiths and Quran are almost the same when it comes to the rules like in the Quran Surah Al nisa it talks about how men are rulers of women and women should be obident. also talks about women slaves (what your right hand possesses) and how husbands can hit their wives. the whole 4 wives thing inheritance laws. so I went from a Quranlist to an anti-atheist because I hate religion and I believe all religions are corrupt.

hey Im ex Muslim and I keep thinking about this so much but why do people have reacting when they Quran is read to them like demons talk out of them basically like an exorcism idk how to explain it

hey guys so Ive been thinking if I every told my family that I’m bisexual ex Muslim I would be disowned by every single family member and I don’t wanna loose my mom even if her love is conditional so I think I’ll get in a lavender marriage and move away with my gay husband then me and him can live our lives without loosing our family 😭 i genuinely think this is the only way out for me since if I leave for collage they will fallow me and the only way out for a girl in my family is marriage

if I ever have kids im giving them a new last name that’s a women’s last name because I think it’s unfair it’s the women who carries the child for 9 painful months then gives birth which can kill you all that just for the man to give the child his last name my kids last name will be my first name and their middle name will be my mothers name. maybe I’m too woke but that the whole last name thing is so odd to me same thing with marriage like is a women not her own person? also in Islam the dowry that the husband gives to the wife isn’t that just buying your wife from her dad like you need the fathers permission not the girls. Also men marrying 4 wives while women can’t and men marrying outside of Islam but women can’t. And Mohamed making perfume sinful for women while it’s sunnah for men. ALSO Muslim women who judge non Muslim women while at the same time wearing makeup and perfume. and hijab is about men everything about Islam is made for men.

has there been any ex Muslims who have told their families? how did they react i wanna prepare for when I tell them

hello everyone I am 18 in the United States I’m just here looking for advice so I live in a Muslim Somali household and I feel so guilty when I think about leaving. it’s so weird because my family has been awful to me 3 of my brothers r*ped me when I was younger and my mother made me have FGM when I was little also and my dad used to hit me badly when I didn’t know my Quran and non of my family would defend me. with this being said I know I should be angry and hating my family but I genuinely can’t I feel guilty when I plan on leaving the thought of seeing my parents cry hurts. I need advice because it’s not fair to me and I really want a life where I am free to show my hair my skin and have friends why do I feel guilty even though they hurt me multiple times?

hello everyone I need advice so I live in a Muslim Somali household and I feel so guilty when I think about leaving. it’s so weird because my family has been awful to me 3 of my brothers r*ped me when I was younger and my mother made me have FGM when I was little also and my dad used to hit me badly when I didn’t know my Quran and non of my family would defend me. with this being said I know I should be angry and hating my family but I genuinely can’t I feel guilty when I plan on leaving the thought of seeing my parents cry hurts. I need advice because it’s not fair to me and I really want a life where I am free to show my hair my skin and have friends why do I feel guilty even though they hurt me multiple times?