u/PurpleCupcake2025

Living in this delusion that somehow you still think of me, and would feel that way forever. Until that someday we meet again.

It's a fantasy I've created. When reality might otherwise slap me with the possibility that you've moved on and have found someone else.

Why would I want to know that? What I don't know won't hurt me. And what you don't know wouldn't bother you either.

So I'll continue to remain ignorant... believing a possibility that only comes with not knowing.

I won't let you go again. It's true. I'm lonely without you.

But... why are we in this situation in the first place? It's because you wanted to leave. And I respected your decision. Also, my pride got the better of me. You don't want to stay? Fine. Have it your way.

What can I do? I was helpless. You made the decision. There's nothing to be gained by forcing you to be where you don't want to be. You'll be unhappy, and I'll be unhappy that you're unhappy.

So that's true. I won't let you go again. But only if you want to stay.

I stalk silently. Preferably with no trace. I don't want to be noticed. I don't need your attention. I'm perfectly fine being a ghost.

So if you suspect it's me, it isn't. There's someone else. We both know it.

Don't worry. I won't bother you. it's been too long. I wouldn't even know what to tell you. Calm your ego. Because I promise you, it sure as hell isn't me.