She disappeared after I broke no contact
I don’t know where else to post this and this sub seemed like the place for letting out how I feel. Basically I broke up with my ex in September after being together for 6 years and I reached out in March. We were talking again, it was great and we both expressed missing each other, and I was about to tell her I want to get back together. But she disappeared before I could and I’m left confused. (For context I reached out on a platform, not through phone number and I don’t have her current phone number) This feels like my karma for breaking up with her, but I still feel sad about it. I cried to one of my friends about it and she told me I have to block my ex again because a bunch of stuff. But I can’t do it, I want to keep waiting for her so bad.