break from fp would appreciate some guidance
me and my FP have had a very rocky relationship since 2024 we ended things romantically august 24 but still engage sexually and platonically things have gotten worse the past few months usually due his frustration of dealing with my breakdowns. he blocks me and unblocks me as he needs space and i struggle to leave him but this time things seem more serious i’ve decided i should leave him alone for two weeks so i can deal with my issues and so he can have some space i know we will bounce back as we always do however i really want to change and we had a really bad argument and he was adamant on being left alone which i did after a lot of back of forth. i was wondering should i let him know i will be back in two weeks or just say nothing then message him in two weeks (currently blocked but i have another account he knows i have multiple accounts so the message wont be a surprise) also how can i manage my bpd without getting therapy and meds i am working on that but its a long process please give me tips in the mean time hes an amazing person and unfortunately my bpd has lead him to frustration and hes been pretty mean lately what can i do to improve things any help would be appreciated