u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754

I don't wanna live anymore

Hi, I need advice from you guys here.

I'm 19F, pursuing a professional course in accounting. I'm supposed to start working for a period of 2 years for my course, and I can't do it. I can't bear to stay away from home for 8 hours. I did all my studies for the past 2 years online. Going out, I feel anxious, depressed, manic, whatever you name it. I have a string of mental health issues that all crop up when I'm stressed. Achieving my goals don't make me happy and I don't see the point in living anymore.

I was a Science stream student in 12th, and switched because I found finance interesting and Science too hard. I'm strong in academics. However, I find commerce intellectually not stimulating. I don't know whether to pivot to science as I'm not thinking rationally right now, and I'll be 2 years older than all my peers. Even then, I don't know whether that would make me happy either. My parents will not heed me either as I'm known to be indecisive as well.

Please help me to stay alive.

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u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754 — 21 hours ago

I don't wanna live anymore

Hi, I need advice from you guys here.

I'm 19F, Ca Inter qualified. I'm supposed to start working for a period of 2 years for my course, and I can't do it. I can't bear to stay away from home for 8 hours. I did all my studies for the past 2 years online. Going out, I feel anxious, depressed, manic, whatever you name it. I have a string of mental health issues that all crop up when I'm stressed. Achieving my goals don't make me happy and I don't see the point in living anymore.

I was a Science student in 12th, and switched because I found finance interesting and Science too hard. I'm strong in academics. However, I find commerce intellectually not stimulating. I don't know whether to pivot to science as I'm not thinking rationally right now, and I'll be 2 years older than all my peers. Even then, I don't know whether that would make me happy either. My parents will not heed me either as I'm known to be indecisive as well.

Please help me to stay alive.

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u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754 — 22 hours ago

Hey guys. I recently cleared CA inter in my first attempt and am looking for firms with good exposure in Alappuzha city and southwards for my articleship. Do you guys have any suggestions?

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u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754 — 16 days ago

Hi guys! I cleared Inter in Jan (first attempt) and am looking for firms with good exposure close to home. Please don't suggest firms in Kochi.

Looking forward to your suggestions!

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u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754 — 16 days ago

I got selected at a big4 for articleship. But it requires relocation. My history with homesickness and anxiety is preventing me from going for it. I don't even wanna think of relocation. I found an okayish midsize closer to home. Guys, what should I do?

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u/Puzzleheaded_Put8754 — 1 month ago