The longer I don’t have a job the more anxious I get
I’ve been without a job for a little over a month now and it’s really been getting to me. My finacé won’t be able to really put any money to rent, because of fees and everything, we owe about 800 for. And he’ll only be getting 400-something because of some bad luck and needing to take mine out at times to save ourselves. And our internet was just shut off yesterday. I’m slowly running out of food: into my last frozen pizza and really I’m so scared. I don’t want to be evicted but I don’t think we’re gonna be able to save ourselves this time. I’ve been trying to unbelievably hard to stay positive and believe things will be okay but I’m not sure anymore. I’m scared and I know I probably won’t get any, but I need help. We don’t have a car so that cuts all of my options in less than half. I’m on like 4 rejections already and I’m getting to the jobs that pay 9/hr. I just really want someone to help me. I really don’t want to be homeless again…