26 week loss
I lost my baby girl 4 weeks ago, she was healthy, I was healthy
Everything test was perfect , she just stopped moving. At first I thought maybe I just need to eat something sweet or cold I tried everything. I went to the hospital just to make sure she was okay, I was almost certain It was just a quick check up. The nurse came in and hooked me up with the monitor they put on your belly, she said there’s your baby’s heart . I was relieved, i said thank god
Until the doctor came in and did a sanogram.
I could tell something was wrong. She called another doctor and they both confirmed the my baby’s heart was no longer beating.
I had no bleeding no nothing if it wasn’t for me going to check on her idk how long I would’ve gone not knowing.
I feel so empty, crushed , heartbroken,
I want to try again but I’m so terrified. Part of me wished something was wrong so I can fix it. It drives me crazy knowing I did everything I was supposed to do.
I don’t know if I should try again or if I should wait .
Physically I’m fine I just got my first period
Mentally I know if I’m able to get pregnant and have my baby in my arms i know that would heal me.
I’m 34
I have two teenagers from my previous marriage
I’m recently married 2 years to be exact, my husband doesn’t have any kids this year was our first.
I feel so lonely even though I hav such a supportive husband/ family