u/Ra505

Shwyet fadfada

Ra7 mout wlo. Shu hayda. Bade a3ref shu ra7 ysir fina. Astaghfirullah ya3ne bas I wanna build a life ba2a. Walla ta3bene. I was abroad, I left my university and I came back to Lebanon because I miss my hometown and I couldn't build a life b3id 3an hon. I want to go back to my house.

It's not fair seeing all my peers have their lives quasi figured out and I'm still starting from scratch. W fo2 hayda w kello we can't find a house to rent kellon badon kelwe w nos.

Laa w shu Kamen. I have no friends here. My therapist isn't doing sessions rn. I'm not in uni yet ba3d ma balashet l sene la etsajal. I can't volunteer or get a job because we're still searching for a house so we might move/go back to jnoub anytime kamen

Allah byfreja. Shu bi 3arfne.

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u/Ra505 — 3 days ago
▲ 14 r/CPTSD

I don't think I'm compatible with society

Today I got yelled at by my mom and my uncle, the only two people who I love and I'm I was sure they love me too. The reason why is I'm a hothead and I'm too snippy with people.

Now I'm in bed crying, I'm trying to use the coping skills I learned in therapy but I can't seem to stop. All I want to do is escape. I want to live away from all the triggers and the sounds and the yelling. I hate complicated relationships and I hate navigating social situations. I just want to live away from everybody so I can't be angry anymore.

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u/Ra505 — 11 days ago

Hi! So I'm thinking about switching/changing my career and I would like to know some details,

like what's the pay like in Lebanon, is it a viable option? (I know that nurses are underpaid worldwide)

What about wasta? Do I have to have a wasta to get a job at a hospital?

Are any of you home care nurses?

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u/Ra505 — 17 days ago

Hi! So I'm thinking about switching/changing my career and I would like to know some details,

like what's the pay like in Lebanon, is it a viable option? (I know that nurses are underpaid worldwide)

What about wasta? Do I have to have a wasta to get a job at a hospital?

Are any of you home care nurses?

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u/Ra505 — 17 days ago