u/RainbowRandomness

I bought an album a moment ago and it wasn't until I downloaded it (because I'm old and do that) that I clocked it said [clean] and that four songs have the [clean] label. Low and behold, listen to the first one, yup, "shit" is blipped out.

It didn't say anywhere that it was a clean version or that there was an explicit version available. When I try and search for the explicit version, it just takes me back to the same page where I purchased the album, with no labels anywhere to indicate if it's clean or explicit.

Is there a way to find the explicit version? Or is it possible that since I've purchased and downloaded the clean versions, could I get access to the explicit versions without paying for them again? (I doubt this but ya never know)

Any help would be great.

Editing to add images to show the struggles I'm going through:

the page to buy it, which doesn't change whether I ask for explicit or not

what now shows in my purchased section

try and search for it, click it, just takes me back to the page I purchased with no label or change I can see

I tried looking this morning while I'm working but I wasn't getting anything showing up. Maybe I was looking at dates too close to today rather than searching further ahead. My theory runs out in October or November and I'm starting to panic now that I'll never get a test or pass. And because I kept looking at different dates/test centres, the website has now blocked me from looking for a test, at least for the time being.

I don't know when the website will let me look again and I'm sure it's stopped me for now because it's trying to avoid spam or bots etc but what else am I meant to do if I look for availability and there isn't any? Why do I have to search it by date rather than a time frame of a few weeks or month or whatever?

I'm stressed out lol. Anyone having luck with test dates in these centres?

Book was originally my mum's and she gave it to me to read lol, way back when I was a teenager. So probably a book from the 2000's, defo before the 2020's.

From what I remember, a woman gets into an accident (I think struck by lightning?) and then she's split between living her life, and when she falls asleep she wakes up in the body of a different woman. The woman was also in an accident/struck by lightning at the same time and died, so now the original woman is split between living her original life and the dead ladies life.

The Dead Lady was a mum with two kids and a rich husband and she was quite mean or dismissive. The kids pick up quickly that she's not their real/original mum because she's nice and pays attention to them and interacts with them. Her eyes have also changed to the colour of the Original Lady's eyes (I think blue or green).

In her original life, she's met a man and she starts dating him. She's not sure how to juggle her budding love with this guy and how she feels responsible for the children in the Dead Lady's life. She's also not keen on the husband who I think is trying to push her and also realises she's different.

There's a part where Original Lady is at her place with her romantic interest and she gets sucked into sleep/passing out and she wakes up as the Dead Lady to find the husband trying to feel her up after he's been out drinking. Once she deals with that situation she wakes back up in her original body and her romantic interest is there and I think he called her friend over because of her fainting spell (which they chalk up to her accident).

I remember towards the end there's some sort of chase scene happening where the husband is on a motorbike and I think he threatens or he says if he can't have her or she won't love him then why live? But I think he crashes his bike and dies. And I can't remember how but Original Lady dies and ends up permanently in the body of the Dead Lady as the mum looking after the kids now that they're (technically) motherless and fatherless.

And it ends with her walking her dog (or? might been her dog when she was Original Lady and she got it now as Dead Lady, or might've been Dead Lady's dog, I don't remember) and she runs into the romantic partner from her original life and talks to him and he notices her eyes and says how she looks or seems familiar. It probably mentions earlier in the book about eyes being the window to the soul or something.

I haven't read this book in yeeeaaarrsss but I remember the details.... just not the name or author lol. Any help would be great, thanks!

[edit:] u/MissionHaunting1509 kindly found the answer! and that meant I found the cover I remember lol. Original title I remember is "Could It Be Magic?" but apparently also might be under "Bring Lauren" or "Life As I Know It" by Melanie Rose