u/RangerExisting6128

KOZ INSTA DM SEEN

Guys has anyone ever gotten a reply from koz auditions insta dm I really want to know...cause they see my dms they have been seeing it since 2023 ( I know it means nothing lol ) but still genuinely want to know if someone has ever gotten a reply or has had their dm seen my koz audition. Thanks :)

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u/RangerExisting6128 — 4 days ago

I am tired of my mother

I genuinely am tired of ny mother...she is a master manipulator, she is beautiful so people think she is kind and sweet but ik the demon she actually is

Ever since I was born I have been tortured by her, she got thyroid after I was born I got blamed, her quiting her job because I was born I was blamed, anything my dad did to her I was blamed , I was slow at studying ( I believe I am in the lower spectrum of autism but when u have Asian parents they will never accept it ) , basically I was her punching bag

I am in university I have more studies compared to my sister in the 7th grade but since my sister and mother have the same personality ny mom always glazes her. I have exams left n right and my mom says no u do ur sisters part of the chores cause she has exams while that girl is sitting and watching television

I have a pet rabbit who I absolutely adore I love him to the moon and back he is out family's pet...I come from university tired after giving an exam ( this happens everyday btw ) she doesn't ever take the initiative to clean his pee never it's always me the rest of the time she talks to her friends and I come home I start cleaning and she serves me food that's 3 days old

My dad honestly he is the biggest coward I have ever seen in my entire life. When he ends up fighting with my mom he realises rhat she is psychotic but when things get better between them then I am the one who is crazy

She is so good at manipulating that she put me on meds for anxiety and depression ( literally all caused by her ) and when I get angry seeing the mess for the first time cause literally its pee splattered everywhere and she laughs at my face swears at me this time I lost it and screamed so loudly I vented my anger ( dw guys rabbit was in his room with the a.c on he couldn't hear me screaming I care alot abt him ) in another room...as a kid she use to beat me with the trophies I got she use to call my friends after beating me up to embarass me. She even glazed my bullies with so much of love ( she knew they bullied me) I thought she was their mother

Anyways I came her to vent cause idk anymore I feel like death would be kinder to me than my family the only thing stopping me from offing my self is my rabbit he js the only good thing in my life

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u/RangerExisting6128 — 11 days ago

I wish they allowed 2002-2004 to audition

Ik them even including 2005 is a huge thing but I really really wished they included 2002 to 2004 born ( as a 04)

I really don't get why age even matters 😭😭😭its like I can only audition in my next life now. As someone who lives in the UAE I can't even sign the damm petition for it not like the petition would help😭😭😭

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u/RangerExisting6128 — 11 days ago