
Spare lense
[CHORUS 1 - POP SINGER - SAD]
My spirit’s not departed, mind’s filled up with fog.
Call Moses to come and part it—I’ve been lost for so long.
Yeah, it’s fun to party—wake up still alone.
Tryna figure if I’m masked… or my emotions stay recluse.
Thought my soul got sold, wasn’t even worth spare change.
Different lens in my scope, so I’m test drivin’ new lanes.
When my heart go cold, and my mind not home,
Just a piece on the globe gettin’ moved—no control.
[VERSE 1 - RAPPER - SERIOUS]
Jumped out a spiral, landed in a loop—
No, I ain’t talkin’ ’bout lacin’ up boots.
Ran from the drugs, but the bottle still moved,
On repeat in my room—
Fiend liquor, floats my boat, i puke you aint sea-n sicker
peg legged limp, clean trigger, cause i musket-beer, so i steer center
Mapped-up the goal, not Dutch, but think I was Danny when this phantom goes ghost
burn it all down i wont stay here alone.
Finally admit that I’m spineless, get told what to do by my substance abuse.
[VERSE 1B - INNER SELF - PERSONALITY SHIFT]
Okay,-- now that’s retarded…
Quit,-- the reason you had balls to get your dreams started?
You slept in passenger, I was steerin’—gears grindin,
Fear’s blinded, but go ahead, TELL EM THE TRUTH ABOUT THE VOICES YOU HEAR VIRUS!
wipe those tears,crack us a beer.
What? I’m being sincere—
Build us a house you can live in the mirror.
[CHORUS 2 - POP SINGER - UPBEAT POP SWITCH + CALL/RESPONSE ADLIBS]
My spirit’s not departed, Its not over im just starting.
Still real far from where we started—I’ve been lost for so long.
Yeah, it’s fun to party—wake up still alone.
Tryna figure if I’m masked… or my emotions stay recluse.
Thought my soul got sold, Now im turning down the bag that they passed.
Different lens in my scope, now its me and my mask.
when i leave,ill achieve or we wont meet again,
at the least ill make it bleed at last.
[VERSE 2A - RAPPER - UPBEAT POP-RAP]
ill-be-alladin-street-rat-thief-of-the-night,
return-jafar-in-that-sequel-you-died,
human torchin, all my bridges, narcissist the arsonist, ADDICTION! how many years we had this argument?
[VERSE 2B - INNER VOICE - BACK-AND-FORTH]
im inevitable,your filler bars for vegetables,color in your book ill finish what we started
say-thank-you-grim, im-boring-just-as-virus
[VERSE 2A - RAPPER - UPBEAT POP-RAP]
if im boring sober ill take it plain, instead of david blaine one trick multiple ways, like two faced, got my cake and eat it the same
[CHORUS 3 - POP SINGER - UPBEAT POP + CHANTY ECHOES]
My spirit’s not departed, fogs dicipating,lets go home
got rid of that mask… will it ever be back i dont know .
Different lens in my scope, this one shows me theres still hope .
Thats all folks
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