The title basically says it. My mom says if I don’t gain a certain amount by next month, she’s getting me admitted.
She doesn’t believe in therapy and I don’t want a therapist either, and I really really really don’t want to be in-patient, but I’m so scared. I tried to do some small stuff today and I feel so sick.
I don't know why I'm posting this. I'm trying to recover and I recently noticed wrinkles/sagging around my mouth and nose and eyes. I'm only 16, so it can't be age right? I also have like really deep eye hollows/bags or whatever they are. I look so bad. My face looks like a horse or a rat. My cheeks and nose are puffy but also like hollow at the same time. In my old photos (before everything, about 2 years ago) I looked so cute, now I just look like a starved wet chipmunk. I've been spiraling. I never noticed how weird I looked until recently, is this how everyone saw me this whole time?? Does it get better later on?