No one’s coming to save you.
I know no one's coming to save me. And the truth is, I don't want to be saved.
I want to be supported. I want someone who chooses to stand beside me. I want to feel loved, genuinely, for what feels like the first time. I want consistency, clarity, and someone who understands that my mind overthinks everything
You know me. You know how my head works, how I process things, and why I am the way I am. We met under the worst circumstances, but because of that, you saw parts of me that most people never do. I don't want to have to explain myself like that all over again.
I know it's my responsibility to change my life and make the right choices. I'm doing that. I'm working on myself every day. But I'm exhausted from carrying everything alone. I've been through hell, and in a lot of ways, I'm still fighting my way through it. I don't expect anyone else to fix that. I just don't want to feel so alone anymore.
I'm not asking for constant updates or every minute of your day. I just want enough to know I'm on your mind. I want someone I can lean on when I'm feeling lost or stuck. Because the truth is, I am lost. I've been lost for a while.
I don't want to depend on you. I just want the comfort of knowing you're there-that you're in my corner, cheering me on, even when I'm struggling.
I've never really known what it feels like to be chosen. I've been wanted for my body, and I've never been ashamed of that part of myself, but I want to be seen as more than that for once. I want someone to love all of mè, not just the parts that are easy to want.
My life has always felt chaotic, and what I crave is someone who can bring a sense of peace to it.
Someone who doesn't make the chaos disappear, but who helps me feel steady in the middle of it.
I don't want saving. just want to be loved