Guys i need to share something.
Disclaimer: I’m not looking for any relationship or dating advice. I just want to share some of the pain I’ve been carrying.
I had asthma during my school days, and it really affected my studies. Those health problems eventually went away, and overall I’m doing okay health-wise now, but the impact they had on my education and career has stayed with me. I’m still jobless because of how badly that period affected my life and career.
On top of that, I’ve never had a girlfriend or even dated anyone. Everywhere I look, I see people in relationships, and honestly, it hurts a lot. It feels like a constant reminder of something I’ve never experienced.
I’m 24 now, and lately I’ve started feeling like I’m already too late in life. I know 24 might not sound old to other people, but when you’ve spent years watching other people move forward while you feel stuck, it can become incredibly painful. Sometimes the hopelessness gets so overwhelming that I don’t even feel like living anymore.
I’m not posting this because I want advice on how to get into a relationship or start dating. I just needed somewhere to say this out loud and get some of the pain I’ve been carrying off my chest.