u/RecognitionEven4441

Hello, I don't really post about my relationship status but right now I am so confused. I hope there won't be any homophobic remarks for this too, and I am sorry for my English, since it is not my first language. Me (22, M) and my partner (20, M) have been in a relationship for about 2 years now, it wasn't easy at first because I was dealing with my ex who I did not have a good type of ending of relationship with. There was also another person involved during that time but let's put that other person away from the narrative. So, me, since a kid was always left alone and got used to it for years, I didn't have anyone to talk to but only my friends and growing up, it made me think that friends are the only thing that matters to me. But when I became a teenager, I have been curious about going into relationship and trying it. And then I got into my first relationship when I was 17, and we broke up 2 years later because I started to lose my feelings because my ex was a very problematic and depressed person and I know I'm supposed to be there but the sadness was contagious and it was affecting me badly that I had trouble with my breathing and started losing my hair because of it that even until now it hasn't even healed. Then now, with my current partner, I've recently been trying to do things that I've always wanted to do(let's say some passion of mine) and now that I've been doing it, idk why but I just feel like I need to focus more into myself now and start to take things seriously since I am about to graduate college as well and my parents depend on me and I feel like I still have a lot of learning to do about relationships. I love my boyfriend, but he's been the reason why I've cut myself 2 times. I have been stopping myself from harming myself despite many problems I've faced throughout many years but it's only with him that I've done it, and I feel like I've lost my self respect because I feel like I loved him too much that I forgot to give some love for myself and for what I want to do. I've lost friends too because I was too focused on him but on his defense, i was on a really shitty life event that kept happening to me so he was i guess you could say the blessing that i got and it was nice to have some good change in a while. but right now, i really don't think that i can still keep going. I'm not losing feelings, it's just that my mind and heart are focused on other things. I just really don't know how to tell him, and I've been feeling this way since December last year. please help me out :(

Hi! Ako ulit, yung nagpost about sa battery ng phone kong kakabili lang last month! After a month and a few weeks ag naging optimized na yung battery ko at hindi na sya ganun kabilis malowbat, pero this time ang concern ko naman ay yung speakers 😭 nung una di ko pa to pinapansin masyado pero kapag talaga nagma-Minecraft ako e need ko pa i full volume para lang marinig talaga yung sound, tas kapag ml din naman e minsan kahit half lang audio di parin masyado rinig (pero mas better sa Minecraft), naririnig ko lang talaga sha ng maayos pag about 70-90% na yung audio 😭 pano ba to mafix? pero kapag naman fb at tiktok malakas lang sya tas naka music at traditional yung DTS sound ko huhu pahelp poooo thank you 😭