The stress of BVD / Time for Progress
BVD can lead me to have suicidal ideation. Can anyone relate to this? I'm quite behind on work. I don't know what to do. I need to read to do my work well. It's like the words go right through my head. I can feel myself being dissociated nearly all the time. I bought glasses with .5 prism diopter in each eye for relief, as that's what a provider suggested, but I can't tell if the glasses are helping. I wore them for about 10 days yet it felt worse to have them on.
I was prescribed 12-16 weeks of vision therapy with at-home practice. I'm about six weeks in, and I don't know if I'm seeing improvement or relief.