u/Reii_2k

I've googled a lot about HRT and still am unsure with who to go with, currently not at home so can't look aty options properly but I remember gendergp and gendercare (of the top of my head). I know gendergp doesn't work well with the NHS but I tired them 5 yrs ago now and absolutely nothing so just looking on what I should do or who I should go with as I can't wait much more. (I am a broke uni student as well which should be considered)

As the title says I don't know what gender I am haha, for the record I'm AMAB (I think I used that right) however, ever since I was like 14 or 15 I've questioned my gender n more the straight to mtf stuff.

I know you can't tell me im a woman or not but I'm seriously struggling, I'm 21 now and I don't know who I am.

The obvious answer is yes I am trans but why am I not transitioning or coming out?