Scared about going to rehab
Y’all, reassure me this will be ok?! I’m scared. I’m addicted to barbiturates and opioids. I was supposed to have a worker show up yesterday to take me, but he never showed or called. So I’m just kinda in limbo. Idk how long I’d be there, what to expect, what they will do. I don’t like the thought of being away from my family for 30+ days. Reassure me? It’s going to be ok, right?
Edit: I finally got ahold of the admissions person with the place I thought I was supposed to be going to. Here’s the update I posted further down:
It’s more just that whoever the drs office talked to said they had a bed and they’d be here yesterday. Today, no one knows who they talked to so there’s no following up. 2 weeks sounds lucky I guess, if you ignore the fact that I overdosed at least 2 times this past weekend and once during the week prior. I’m not really sure I’ll make it two weeks and that’s scary. But it is what it is.