u/Remote-Elderberry967

I finally came out and told my wife what I had been doing. I’ve been binging and purging for 6 years. And I’ve actually put on a ton of weight. Which I don’t think is common. I think I was eating so much food there is no possible way I could get it all out. Besides the shame of purging every meal. The mental side and the financial side of paying for so much food had to stop. But I finally told her and she said she already blew and was being supportive. I have not purged since Wednesday which is probably the longest I have went since pre covid. I forgot what this is like. I feel good. Feeling better … one day at a time

I’m signing a plea today. I don’t know why I’m oddly at peace with this decision. Obviously, I don’t wanna go in the prison but for the last five years, I’ve been dealing with the fallout of what happened and there’s a odd sensation of knowing like yeah I gotta go, but it’s all gonna be over once I’m out. I don’t know anyone experience anything like this and does anybody have any tips for your family? That’s that’s who’s hitting the hardest honestly

I’m going to have to bite the bullet on a conspiracy to commit wire fraud charge they’re telling me I may have 60 months. Has anyone else had conspiracy commit wire fraud? Did you end up serving that long or you know I don’t I really don’t know how this works. I’ve never even went to jail before.