Why does Being/having bipolar have to be a big problem?
Anytime someone speaks to me they say ahit like ,oh you have mood swings ,well yeah i do but not like people make it out to be ,they make fun of me and say things like are you on ur period again,oh here we go again, he's started it now ,how do people just not move on and live there pathetic lives without saying these stupid things,my wife is pregnant and we had to rush to the hospital yesterday and the nurse casually just said,
" huh ,hmm oh btw you've had a miscarriage, which is why you're bleeding and feel crap",to my wife , just casually as if it's nothing, I'm here trying to keep my fists in my pocket and trying to be patient and zip it so that i can support and grieve through this and be her comfort. absolutely stupid nurse and now all i can think about is that ,these people take life for granted,i just wanna shave all their hair ,chuck my fieces on them and let them drink it through a straw made out of wood with splinters sticking out.
The sheer audacity and and annoying voices some people make which they call "talking" doesn't really Ammuse me anymore,i just wanna draw a map that would give them a directions on where to find a a solid wall with a sharp metal bit sticking out of it ,so that they can quickly run into it without me having to explain anything to them , because that's how fast my mind is ticking right now ,i just cannot handle it ,but mostly can't handle people who are cold and inconsiderate and incompetent to carry out simple manners and be able to have normal conversations,like the good ol days.