So much was stolen from us!
I'm in a very dark place right now, and I don't know if I'll make it through this one. I'm a 37 year old black queer man that lives in a small town in South Carolina. I was a Jehovah's Witness from the age of 11, and I ended up becoming a Ministerial Servant. I fully left the organization a couple of years ago, and I've been trying so hard to adjust to this new existence. I'm fighting for my life right now. I'm so angry, I feel like I could burn everything down. I missed out on so much. I've never been in love, I've never had children, I never got to experience the things that a normal human being should have experienced. I feel completely lost, and I'm really having a hard time imagining that things will get better. I'm tired! I really am! All I want is to have the family I always dreamed of having, but never had. I may sound ridiculous, but sometimes I feel like it's too late for me. I'm reaching out to this community because I really don't have anywhere else to go.