Do I pass probation?
So I’ve been working a job for 4 months now and my probation review is up.
Tomorrow i find out.
Reasons I THINK I might pass
I’ve made it all the way to the final probation meeting instead of being let go earlier
My boss literally said:
“so far things are looking good”
“your supervisor said good things about you”
“I really want you to pass”
“we want you here on the team”
My supervisor separately told me she’s seen “a lot of improvement” since the earlier feedback meeting
They started letting me send my own tickets/cases independently this week instead of having every case checked
In a team meeting my boss reassured the senior staff by saying me and another new starter are “forming now” (meaning becoming productive)
They approved my holidays during probation
They surprised me with cake and sang happy birthday at my desk last week
My coworker who’s been there longer said people who fail probation are usually in constant meetings / heavy scrutiny and I’ve only had one real formal feedback meeting weeks ago
Team is understaffed:
2 people already left recently
summer busy season is literally starting now
experienced staff themselves complain workload is too high
Boss was even jokingly talking about me booking leave next year for my brother’s wedding which feels future-oriented
Reasons I’m worried I might fail:
I still make occasional small mistakes
Boss keeps reminding me:
“remember you’re on probation”
“this final month is crucial”
“we’re watching closely this last week”
Boss specifically pulled me up on that more than once
She said I sometimes look:
“lost”
“distracted”
“slow”
She said they need to see whether they can trust me with workload independently before deciding probation
I currently have backlog stress
I’m not as fast/productive yet as experienced team members
I’m naturally anxious and I think it sometimes shows visibly at work
TLDR; do i sound more likely to pass or fail?