Thinking about checking myself into a treatment center
Hey everyone here, I desperately need some advice, back in early 2024 I got an eating disorder (ANA) and it has severely affected my life in not very fun ways, let’s start off with, 1. Spent 15+ hours everyday doing homework to graduate at 16 just to get out of high school with no energy to go to college, 2. Get a scholarship and go and enroll in classes(plus), 3. Then immediately go to ERC Plano rehabilitation center 🤦🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️ totally messed up my career, turn 17 in the rehabilitation center then get out 4 months later at a “healthy weight” , finally gets home and gets a boring fast food job instead of the college plans, then get sick again and loose it all along with my fast food job, recover at home because your grandma broke her hip and you need to go take care of her! She’s recovered then you get home and actually find a great job you like! You’re 18 now! Annnnd… your extremely sick again, I don’t know why I keep doing it to myself , I just got this job and I hate to loose it, you can see my post history probably if you need to know my specific stats, but I really think I need help, is there any good treatment centers for more free will type care?