I Found My Great-Grandfather's Journal; What I Read Was Eerily Familiar (Part 3 of 6)
Welcome back followers of the story! I will do the routine of apologizing for the delay in posts. Recently, I have been blessed with the news that my wife is pregnant! With that, on-top of the fear that artificial intelligence will steal my finance job, it’s been a struggle to get back to this story and continue my great-grandfather’s journal.
So, yes, I found my great-grandfather’s journal with a camera taped to it. It was a real fix up job. By the time I got it, the worn leatherbound journal was holding on for dear life to that camera. But where did I find the camera-journal moshpot?
To be real with you, I left out the mention of where I found it because I thought it may discredit the realness of my story. Once I tell you, you may think this whole ordeal is some fairy-tale. Anyhoo, I will tell you.
My great-grandfather, Killian Stonebrook, who is the author of this journal, is not my biological great-grandfather. Killian’s only son by blood with Melendra Stonebrook was James Stonebrook, while his two other adoptive sons and single oldest daughter were just that: Adopted. Not official paperwork or anything, not from anything I have found through my research. But he was basically their father in kinship.
My grandmother was Lucille Stonebrook, the girl who calmed her younger brothers in the previous journal entry. It was a heartwarming experience to come to know that my grandmother had always been a kind and caring person, even from a young age.
Lucille passed away six months ago in an assisted living nursing home type of situation. After my siblings and other relatives got their pick at what to keep, there was an estate sale for her home. It was strange no one wanted the house. I am sure grandma would have handed it down no questions asked.
My mother rejected the idea. She said the home was haunted, and you couldn’t pay her enough to live there. After reading these journals, I understand her point of view.
Anyways, I actually attended the sale. I wasn’t interested in anything. I kinda just wanted to see my grandma’s house one last time.
While I was there I also checked out what used to be the thick patch of woods where some of Killian’s journal entries take place. I found a silo, an overturned, rusted truck, and most importantly, this small outdoor bathroom.
I don’t know why it was there. I had wandered pretty far, so there was a good chance I had gone off the property. I didn’t remember it being there from the times my siblings and I played in the woods as kids. This was the reason I entered that shabby thing in the first place.
The plaster walls were lined with so many cracks I thought it might cave in or crumble on itself. The sinks were filthy and so much had grown over in this bathroom that it was basically a man-sized terrarium.
I entered each of the three stalls. All shared the same stench, discolored water, and filthy rims. There was one, though, where the lid on the tank was skewed.
To this day I can’t say what compelled me to lift that lid and look into the tank, but when I did, I found the journal and camera. No water was in the tank. Just the camera and journal, wedged tightly between the cistern walls.
I’ll cut it short there not to steal the spotlight from Killian too much. I am doing this for him, after all. Here is part 3 of my great-grandfather’s journal. It goes as follows:
March 25th, 1923,
Once again, I have returned to this journal over an extended hiatus separated from it. There is an explanation for my absence, albeit an abstract one.
There is that fantastical, superstitious side of me that has clawed for prevalence in my mind, and it tells me that this journal is cursed. My life has only seemed to spiral downward since its manifestation into reality, that being, of course, my writing into it. Four months have passed since my last entry, and they have been some of the most trying on my mental fortitude, comparing to my time on the front.
Let me retell the events of the past four months in chronological order to you, Reader.
First, there was the diagnosis five days before Christmas. Influenza. Once I started to cough up blood, Melendra insisted that I go to the doctor. The physicians are unsure of its menace this early on. They have seen patients live years with it, overcome it, and others live no more than a nickel’s worth of months. This revelation of my deteriorating health would damper me entirely if it weren’t for the more pressing issue of my son James.
Second, I must discuss the Christmas Eve party of last year. My family decided to join the Butcher’s for the special occasion. I came to the party with unease and an overall distressed mood. You see, Reader, the Butchers are a historied family, their wealth dating back to our nation’s declaration of independence.
The Stonebrook family, on the other hand, is one of a newly acquired status. You see, I am the owner of an automotive dealership, one I created upon returning home. There was a boom in the automotive industry, and I soared way above my rank by hitting the market at the best time possible. Before me, Stonebrooks were labourers at best, and street urchins at worst.
This is important to note because it created a tension between us and the Butchers. While Melendra and Mrs. Butcher are quite honest and authentic to one another, I can sense that the rest of the family looked at us with prejudice and distaste.
This was fine, though. I had been behind enemy lines plenty of times before.
It was James that truly became the catalyst of a fire eager to burn.
The evening was progressing as usual. Melendra and Mrs. Butcher were laughing and perusing through her closet of dresses while the housemaids prepared dinner. All the children were running around in the front lawn of the massive river-side home, playing a game of cowboys and indians. Deacon Butcher and myself were leaning upon the balustrade of the balcony overlooking the lawn, him pretending to accept my presence, me pretending not to notice this fact.
“They’re good kids,” he had said, nodding in the direction of my older children who were pretending to ride horses and garnish revolvers. “I guess not your kids, really, but what’s the difference, right?” There was a sarcastic edge in his tone that was almost undetectable.
My kid, the one of my blood, was nowhere to be seen, per usual. The last I saw of James he had been heading toward the small chicken coup the Butchers had on their expansive property.
“It’s all the same to me, sir,” I had replied. That was when I saw it. I remember specifically the moment my tongue came to its place to pronounce the snake-like rattle of the s in the word sir. The word came out weak, barely finished. Mr. Butcher probably thought it was a sarcastic retort to his high-brow jeering of my adoptive kids.
But there was no malice in the word. Only despair. Despair.
My hand shakes as I write down this recalling.
Farther along the bank of the river there was a patch of trees, distant but close enough to still be within the Butchers’ property. I saw it. I swear by the great grace of God and his mother Mary I saw it. James’s friend. The Tall.
There was not a single birch in the collection of trees: Maple, hickory, oak, nothing with a whitish bark. Except one, far enough back in the treeline not to stick out too far to completely reveal itself. Certainly close enough for me to see it, though.
It moved. Yes, it moved. Two pairs of thin legs carried it further into the patch, then it was shielded from view. My vision blurred. A terrible hangover came over me, despite my lack of drinking anything alcoholic since we arrived. I rubbed my forehead to ease the pain.
“Did you-” I started, but couldn’t finish. Mr. Butcher turned to face me.
“What is it, Killian?”
“Did you-” again I couldn’t finish, but this time it was not the fault of my own hammered conscience. It was the shrill scream that caused a great pause between everyone in ears’ distance. The children in the lawn stopped in their tracks, the game concluded in an instant, no winners or losers. Mr. Butcher’s eyes widened to the extremities the flabby skin would allow.
“Tabby,” His wife’s name came out, strangled. The man rushed past me while I was still stuck in my stupor of The Thing, but I was fortunately able to get a hold of myself and follow suit.
Our quickened steps slowed to a leisure when we arrived at the chicken coop, although there was no leisure to decipher in anyone’s body language. Melendra was stiff, very stiff, with one rigid arm around the weeping Mrs. Butcher. I watched as Mr. Butcher’s hand curled into a fist.
At the centre of it all was James. In his hand he held the crushed form of a newly born chick, naked without feathers, scarlet splotches of wetness around its disfigured body.
The static returned. I felt my senses begin to blur, lose focus, once more. The sickness reminded me of being at sea with the most devastating of waves throwing you around. Just behind the frame of the coop stood The Tall, staring down upon me with a wicked grin that came from the smallest impression of a mouth. Then it was a birch tree.
Had there always been a tree there? I wanted to ask desperately, but my mouth produced another question instead.
“Why, James?”
The boy was groaning. It was almost a squeal, high in pitch but a low volume, like a distorted mewling, if that is comprehensible. I apologize for my lack of knowledge in the field of music and sound to properly articulate the noise he was making, but it felt inhuman.
He held the crushed babe as far as he could from his body, his little arm fully-extended. The boy looked as if he held the most indomitable mush the human mind could conjure by the way his face twisted and squirmed.
“It was naked Daddy! It had no clothes on. It was disgusting! It needs clothes. Proper clothes.”
Feathers. The boy had killed the chick for its featherless appearance.
Mr. Butcher clenched both fists, ready to squash the unsavory invaders of his class. Mrs. Butcher continued to weep away a river’s worth of tears. Melendra had the unease of an animal wary of nearby predators.
And I looked at the birch tree. For the most minute of a moment, no longer than a second, I saw a ridiculous bowtie on that damned tree, tied around the upper shelf of the bark, like It knew how to wear it.
Then, as sudden as it arrived, it was gone.
Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone. Gone.
(Editor note: rest of entry will be completed in next post. Ya boy is tired.)