u/Roostercogburn925

I’m hoping someone can help or point me in the right direction. The early 90s Rockies beginning was the best memories of my childhood. I have collected every baseball from that era. Recently, I bought a baseball with Eric Young’s autograph that said “1st home run” which he did at mile high. Unfortunately, the collector said that it had previously been bought but was not taken out of their inventory. This is the very last baseball I need to complete my collection. Can anyone help me out find a ball or know where to look or who to talk to. Thank you all so much!

In a Ted talk-esque speech, Brene talks about the building of trust and distrust and how little bits of each add on top of eachother. I agree with this part as living with this disorder has taught me that I need many little acts of trust from someone for me to build a real reciprocal relationship where I’m not just giving everything. However she goes on to say “you can’t trust the person who says ‘I love you’ but doesn’t love themself”. I see the intention and poignancy of the sentiment but I don’t think it is applicable to some people with BPD? I have learned I will always (unreasonably) be hard on myself but it’s how I react to that belief that matters. And then, like many people with the disorder, I feel like I give my everything to everyone even if they don’t deserve it because I just wish I could be treated that way (out of a need for nurture I didn’t get). So, short story long, what are yalls thoughts on this statement? I feel that I absolutely am able to unconditionally love my wife after all I’ve put her through but still be hard on myself and never fully love myself like I would her and that not make me an untrustworthy or shady person.