I am currently married but in love with another woman
I am from a conservative religious family and both me and my wife were virgins when we got married. Neither of us had any relationships previous to our marriage. Heck, I didn’t even know what the difference between a crush, an infatuation, and love was. We had a largely peaceful marriage until our first kid. Since then, the marriage has gone downhill. I won’t go into details since it’s not the focus of this post. Suffice to say that we have been glorified roommates for the past 3+ years.
I didn’t go out looking to cheat on my wife. I pretty much resigned to my fate, living only as a shell of a man.
I am a regular Twitter user and have had a mutual for about 6 months now. Same age as me. What started off as a casual conversation has now blossomed into something much more. We text all the time and talk almost daily while I am at work. But that’s about it. We have not met in person or video called or done any NSFW stuff on text. I am not even sure if she feels the same way about me.
The post is more of an “off my chest” thing.