I wouldn't pick Yewwwww in the next life or the one after that or after that or after that.
You run to reddit and talk instead of saying it to who you are talking about. It really made me not even wanna be around you let alone rekindle something that isn't even worth the trouble.
Remember all that crap you talked about me???? Remember each thing you said so you won't want me anymore. Cuz the feelings mutual bu
Looking back, I realize I didn't just love a stranger. I loved a total fiction. You weren't honest about a single thing in your life. The story you told me the night we met, the person you pretended to be while we danced, the background you claimed to have.. all of it was just a script to get me to trust you. You lied about your life, you lied about your sexuality, and you lied about what you were putting into your body. You tried to act like you were working on yourself, but you were completely hiding the pills. Let’s be real about it. it’s drugs. I don't care if a doctor's name is printed on the bottle when you are abusing them, lying about them, and using them to numb yourself so you can keep living a double life, you’re just an addict hiding behind a prescription. It was just one more layer of armor to keep from ever having to face the truth of who you are. You spent eight months pretending to be this deeply spiritual, principled person, preaching to me about values while your actual life was a disaster of cheap betrayals and hidden dependencies. You couldn’t even be honest with yourself about who you desire, so instead, you dragged me into your closet, used me for comfort, and then had the audacity to call my genuine love a sin to protect your own ego.You used your trauma, your past, and your faith as a rotating shield to avoid taking accountability for the wreckage you leave behind. I thought I was helping you heal, but you were just using my stability to anchor yourself while you went out and destroyed everything else. You are a ghost inhabiting a life you're too terrified to actually live honestly.I’m done trying to look for the person I thought you were. That person never existed. They were just a mask you wore because you hate the reality of who you've become. I am leaving you behind in the dark with all your secrets, your lies, and your pills. You have a long way to go before you ever deserve a place in a good person’s life again.