I feel like i may have beem used....
It all started with her systematically destroying my friendships. I had a best friend over from London, I told her they should meet, call her D declined, so we didn't go, I came homework her stuff outside. And her wanting it to be over. I wasn't allowed any female friendship I stopped having them.
At the same time she would stay out all night going co ke with her guys. She even bexame a dealer and was arrested by gangcrime. I was never allowed to meet the men....obviously.. she was being dodgy with them
She took a baseball bad to my car because I was angry she talked to another guy in my house and pretended I didn't exist. This happened multple times and attacked my AMG! No paying back the money of course.
She put in a phony DV report to police and wasted 6 months and 30k of lawyer fees.
She broke into my house 3 times. Once while I was at a funeral.
I got a FVRo which she has breached 700 times. Its hard to report thought because they make you wait for hours... but she was arrested once.
I bought her an 11k watch, a 2k, a 3k pearl pair of valentines, offered her free living at my house with nor rent, she used my car, she took money off me for drugs..
I bought her a 5k dog.
I keep the place tidy, I buy her wine, I but her food, or whatever she wants. Has she contributed...a couple of Tshirts and bathmats cool. I pay $1000/week mortgage.+ bills
Even on mothers day I bought her mum flowers and chockolated cos she was asleep all day. Do you think she mentioned that, nope.
Her friends thought wee were broken up for 2 years!!!!! Imagine her friends completely thinking didn't exist..
Yes I cheated on her.... why? Because she told me she didn't love me anymore and she was going to ride another guys dick. That is on her. Its her fault. I acted immature, but she started it.
I have a FVRO and I have video footage of her breaking in and assaulting me as well as smear campaigns. I've had enough. I admit I hit her back one time..she punched me about 50 times ( have video footage of a few times) and once I snapped and open hand slapped her. I don't judge myself, there areimits to apersons patients are someone who attacks constantly deserved an open face slap back..
Sex wasn't even good. It was mediocre at best.. but my dad and close friend dried at the same time and I needed someon to lean on..
Problem, is I'm isolated and alone now while she has a new boyfriend.
Don't date BPD, PYSD, or Narcs. Simple..
Its ruines all self respect.