I've been looking for places to rent for the last two months and I can't tell if it's been dog shit because of my ethnicity or my gender. Half of the agents leave me on read and ghost me. I'm so freaking tired of it, I graduated and I don't even get to enjoy the damn thing without worrying if I'll have a place to stay when I come back.
I'm graduating out of school and for some reason I was convinced it was gonna be good. My parents are barely respectful of who I am, and don't actually change how they refer to me despite me coming out to them. I love in an Asian country and close to no one and actually wants to rent out to me, and it's devastating, because without a place to stay I'm gonna be at my damn wits end with loans and finances draining out of me. There is physically nothing I can see myself doing that will actually fix this. Half the stupid brokers see my gender and don't respond and idk wtaf to do with it. What am I expected to do, because I want a gd home rather than just a place where everyone in the house disrespects me mildly. I want to be my own culture and not feel so out of place and ignored constantly. I feel so freaking alone it hurts. I spent all of the last week basically waking up and feel like so much shit. What do I even do.