Question about the anime
Is the anime finished?
I wanna watch it but i don't wanna get into anything unfinished
Thanks for reading
Is the anime finished?
I wanna watch it but i don't wanna get into anything unfinished
Thanks for reading
Its bc i haven't vc with a friend for a long while
I used to vc with friends for hours while playing games or just chatting
Now i dont bc i don't have the friends anymore that I did it with
Humans need social stuff ig :/
Ill go to an lgbtq meet this evening and im nervous af
Please gimme some confidence?
I don't think that the right word but I think yall know what I mean
Edit: nvm im ready ready eepy, ill go next week tho
Hii, with the announcement of the eu tour ill have the possibility to go see femtanyl live
Im not sure if its worth it for me tho since id likely have to go alone to the concert bc of a lack of irl friends
Do any of you know if its worth it to go alone?
Im also worried it might be a lil too much bc of my tism but I also really wanna go bc i dont think ill have this opportunity again any time soon
Im... somehow doing worse then before
This is the worst ive felt since starting antidepressants
I hate this so much, why can't I just be normal qwq
Anyways im out of coke (Pepsi zero sugar) so I might eep soon... or play some nso
Idk
The worst thing is that I don't even really know why I feel so terrible today so I cant avoid whatever triggered it either
Although its probably thinking about my ex so early in the morning which kinda set the mood for the day
I hope ill feel better tomorrow tho :3
I veey much appreciate the positivity from my last post, it made my day better <3
This post feels... incomplete... if anyone knows whats missing please tell me
My day was already bad and now its even worse
I feel very invalidated
They're mid at best ngl
But atleast its edible 😭😭😭
Idk how to cook ngl :<
Pepsi and ramen while grinding warthunder (i need the event vehicle (and the Black prince but im too broke to buy that one)) :3
Idk the source but i stole it from some girl whos profile i was scrolling through XD
Today a few clothes ive ordered last week arrived and my boots arrived too >w<
Once theyre all washed ill show them off too :3
Now to the sad
I kinda wanna get a wolf cut but im really insecure if it would even look good on me and my hair is like my best thing on my and if I ruin that I don't think I could emotionally recover from that
I saw a girl on yt earlier and she was like 10 times prettier then I could ever become and now I feel dysphoric about like everything about me and I just wanna disappear and stop existing bc that would be better then not being pretty
Idk I think its a lil noticeable that I forgot to take my antidepressants 😭
The worst thing is that i cant even cope by disassociating bc one of my headphones are destroyed and I need both for music to disassociate (controlled atleast), I need new headphones bc disassociating is like the best thing I have against dysphoria and all that T-T
Thanks for reading
Im exited bc theyre from a brand that ive wanted to get stuff from for a while. im a lil scared bc this could make my mental health way worse tho bc my ex wore a lot of that brand. But I hope it'll be fine bc the clothes look amazing >w<
Ill show them off when they arrive ofc :3
I don't have a microphone and I often just want a shooter with a low time to kill that doesn't require me to communicate
I want a decent bit or realism
Thanks for reading
I was just typing stuff and it would fall under depression posting and thats against the rules but low-key idk where else to post where people would understand as much as yall
Fingernails are due later this week :3
(It'll be torture)