Not sure if my ‘18f’ bf ‘21 m’ is the one
Me 18f and my boyfriend 21 m are in the very early stages in our relationship only about a month in. he’s an amazing guy who always makes me feel chosen even though he’s blue collar and works long days but for some reason I just have this pit in my stomach when we’re not together something in the back of my mind telling me “he’s not the one” but I really love him and enjoy all the time we spend together he’s perfect in every way . I do have trauma from one past relationship and I have gone on so many dates after we broke up and I kinda started to tell myself I’m unloveable and now this guy is treating me super nice so idk if I’m self sabotageing this relationship or if he’s really not the one because people always say to “trust your gut” but idk if I should here?? And the last thing I would ever want to do is hurt him and lead him on but do you think we should break up?