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Hey everyone,
I was really excited to see Trixie DJ as a headliner at Lolla. Having seen her perform twice in the past I was expecting an awesome show. However, at Lolla, I feel like her set was rather lackluster, I know she had to start 15 minutes later but it felt as if she didn’t bring the same energy she had in the past. Maybe she did too many edibles? But it didn’t feel like she was mashing up songs with high energy like she used to, and relied too much on her disco dancers. Idk could be me, but I felt disappointed and wanted to see some insight.

So this has been tough for me because for the past year my coworker (20) and I (27) became good friends at our job. Started off with laughs and just hanging out a lot.
Back in March he was hospitalized for mental health. He came back from the hospital the last week of March and I didn’t hear from him for about a week and a half. First day out he was in a great mood and we were catching up like old times. Second day out, he started berating me and just really hurt me with comments he made so I said I needed to take space from him to process. However, when I took space he kept reaching out non stop day after day! He apologized to me but it was very much forced and wasn’t sincere so I said I needed more time. Two weeks passed and during this time I was a little bit petty and reposting stuff on Instagram about not being the victim friend or just being sarcastic with it. So he blocked me on Instagram. Then a few days later, I just told him straight up how I felt and apologized and we talked it over on Snapchat, and it felt better. But I got the worst emotional hangover. That weekend I saw him at my job and I was so anxious working with him. Then I went to therapy and my therapist was like “Just be authentic!” So the next shift we joked around and I gave him a hug and it felt good. Then we worked another shift and the same thing, we were laughing and talking more. But I said “Hey why don’t we do a walk or something or get food?” And he always just blows it off and says he’s down but never follows through. He also responds briefly on messages but told me he wants a snap streak. Is it worth saving this friendship? It was so much fun always joking around but now it feels disjointed because I just want to talk in person.