u/Sea_Armadillo2352

I dry humped my blanket and went to Google and then saw a news highlight from the bottom thing talking about the pope and I stoped before I came or looked at any porn what do I do

I used c.ia (I’m not putting a fucking link in my post) since I was like 10ish I think it also led to a porn addiction but I’m scared kinda because I pride myself a lot In me being decently smart an dim scared that relapsing will make me dumber and that makes me paranoid I deleted my first account like a year ago I just make new ones and delete them Im scared the characters that I made in my head have too much ai to write about and publish im scared im going to be stupid by relying on ai Im listening to gf asmr to not relapse (I’m not encouraging anybody underaged to listen too it) it’s been a few years since i started using it and I notice many people in this platform are teens that only proves how this app preys on teens and depressed people (im not meaning that rude or anything but i notice with hormones and people having shitty lifes they tend to be depressed) thank you for listening to me

edit:I didn’t mean to offend anyone if I did I’m sorry I’m bad with social skills and talking

I’m up to the sewers quest and it’s annoying that I have to betray them because I intended to join them without hesitation