



21F okay so I have very few friends and they are good to me but at times I feel like they look down on me. Like recently I told this friend that a guy liked me and she was like bruh no way you are lying. She lowkey thinks I'm ugly.
She is conventionally pretty while I'm not so yeah I get this alot that I'm not pretty.
This happens with me many times I tell them something good Abt myself or stuff and they act so shocked..even this roomate of mine. When she fails or something she ask me if I failed too😭😭( like girl wdym I study and I score more than you always)
Other than these things my friends are nice to me they always give me shoulder to cry and always ready to help me. I just feel like I should stop telling or sharing anything to them from now on.
21F Idk why I feel such a huge huge fomo when I see 18 19 year old teenage girls and i feel old compared to them i really hate that how do I make myself beleive that I'm still really young and I do have time for myself and my future.
Like I genuinely hate this like people ask me if I'm sick just cause of darkcircles and dry eyes and sick. I really need my makeup everyday 😭😔
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Cant a ugly girl exist with peace
Like how you getting such good cool friends and that too online I wish I could find some genuine friends. All I get is ghosted by girls and creppy dm from boys it's so draining lol