u/Sea_Industry_5125

hi guys... little rant ˙◠˙

i went to the vancouver show three days ago and i genuinely think i might never recover. the nbhd has been my fav band for YEARS, and their music saved me during ages 10-14. i got my tickets in november 2025, i was in the pit with vip, i got barricade, and i was featured on their instagram x4.

hearing the songs that got me through the hardest period of my life with thousands of people, screaming the lyrics, being there... really rewired my brain chemistry.

it was the best night of my life. i've been rewatching all my concert videos and blanking out when people talk to me. life feels so empty now that the show's over, and i don't even know if i'll ever see jesse and the band live again.

alright.

bye, i guess 💔

(p.s. the photo is for reference of how close i was)

guys!! my essay was so rushed and i was 100% sure i wasn’t going to get shortlisted…

but things do work out! so this is my message to y’all: if u didn‘t get the result u wanted today, please try again next yr! ur effort will lead to results :)

NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER GIVE UP🔛🔝WE ARE THE GOATS🐐

okay so since this year's jlec is organized like shit idk if the shortlist comes out in 3 minutes or 3 hours... my heart's beating like damn

the ai interview was bs but so was my essay. it don't matter i'm not making this shortlist😭

also WHY does it release today, 1 DAY after ap scores??????

just kill me bro im a chud

hi guys it's 11:46pm pdt time on the west coast and i CANNOT fall asleep. i've been doing calc worksheets, which usually bore me to the brink of nap time, but the strat is not working💔 now i've resorted to praying to trevor packer and heimler... RELEASE ME FROM THIS PRISONNN (and the scores)🥀

EDIT (as of 4:51am PDT, July 6th): YAYYY i got all 5s (except a 4 on comp gov bruh wtv)🎉