u/Sensitive-Ad3893

So as it says it's been 49 days since me and my wife separated we have a beautiful daughter that i love very much i also still love my wife very much so but after seeing how she was dressed at the drop off of our daughter and how she was acting standoffish towards me which isn't anything new through all of this but it felt different this time and i have my speculation that she went on a date last night with someone and possibly slept with them. I never wanted this separation nor do I want a divorce which brings me to my next point, no papers have been signed or filed yet. I still would like to reconcile with her and at this point there is no just getting back together, it would have to be a complete start over between us and for good reason to, she's a different person now and so am I.

I am planning on filling as soon as I can but I guess the advice or question im asking is, am I being crazy for still loving her as much as I do even if she is dating someone else already or sleeping with someone else already?

Im heart broken that my marriage is going down faster than I can manage im spiraling and don't know what to do anymore.

Me and my wife are currently separated and have been for about 1.5 months, ultimately it's my fault and I know it is, I have communication issues and it's very hard for me to talk to people about what's going on or what's happening and I had said it to her before when we first had issues and I thought I had gotten better at being able to talk to her but now she doesn't want to talk about "us" anymore and says all communication should only be about our daughter and that she doesn't see a way we could move on further as a couple, she also said she thinks we are growing apart but isn't that part of life to grow be better everyday.

I want to ask her if we can go to counseling together to hopefully resolve everything and eventually make everything right between us and i know it would be a long road to go down but I love her so much and she means everything to me. I know shes most likely already done and doesn't want to move on with me but I guess im just holding on to that one sliver of hope.