u/SensitiveSomebody — reddlx

I don’t believe but I want to.

I’m not really sure if this is the place for this, but I figured I’d post anyway. I’m 27 and have been agnostic for the last 8 years, it’s not that I didn’t believe originally, but I fell away from church after I was outed as a lesbian at the age of 19. I think over the years my frustration with the lack of acceptance and people constantly telling me my love was wrong made it basically impossible for me to believe anymore.

Anyway, over the last year or so I have felt a desire to go back to church, to find that community again and feel that sense of life beyond this, but because of me pulling away for so long, I don’t know HOW to believe anymore. Do I just go to church even if I don’t believe and hope it finds me? Or is this something I need to do alone?

Any advice would be amazing, Thank you.

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u/SensitiveSomebody — 11 days ago

▲ 10 r/Gourami

Honey gourami bloat?

My honey is acting weird, usually he spends a lot of time at the bottom or middle of the tank but since yesterday has been closer to the top, not gasping for air or anything though, and he’s a little thicker than normal? Do y’all know what this could be and what I can do for him? Tank has been unchanged for almost a year and I’ve never had any issues so I’m a bit worried about him, he also tilts slightly to the left when resting.

0ppm ammonia, 0ppm nitrites, 5ppm nitrates. PH at 7.5 which is where it has been since I got him about 8 months ago

u/SensitiveSomebody — 4 months ago

▲ 32 r/IllegallySmol

A tiny guy

I love aquariums and snails, I made a tiny tank just for bladder snails. They are definitely illegally smol.

u/SensitiveSomebody — 5 months ago

▲ 23 r/Gourami

I just thought this would be a fun thing to post here^

His name is Mead and he is perfect. The bread on the other hand, it tastes great but I needed to put more yellow coloring, it lightened up a lot after drying and going in the oven.

u/SensitiveSomebody — 5 months ago