i have hurt my girlfriend enough. im tired of causing problems in my life. im tired of doubting myself every single time. im tired of having thoughts of cheating on her with a man. im tired of believing i am straight.
i wish owning guns were legal here. i want to end my life as i can't no longer keep her happy and never wake up again.
ive been very much into masc lesbians mostly, and i rarely liked fems and now im convinced i might be straight since they appear very masculine and its freaking me out ☹️☹️
im a bisexual woman dating a lesbian woman.
after the first few weeks of our relationship ive been experiencing thoughts about never falling for women and actually being straight which has been freaking me out so bad
coming out stories have the opposite effect on me, when they say they came out as lesbian later in life, i end up thinking what if i realize i am straight later in life and i freak out
i look at my female crushes and i feel absolutely worse when i cant seem to find them attractive like i used to, i find a man attractive and i get scared
ive been feeling like i was never attracted to women and it makes me so damn sad, whenever i see even masc lesbians and find them attractive my brain goes "thats a woman shes not attractive"
i lowkey wanna get lobotomized atp
im getting therapy she just said its anxiety but i really do feel like its soocd and rocd
im genuinely so sad about ts
hii! ive been experiencing rocd for a few months now and ever since i found myself barely focusing on my studies and my grades went very low this semester, and ive been so sad about it
has anyone else been experiencing the same?