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I just finished watching the first two for the hundredth time and I am just blown away by Pacino’s acting in these films. The interiority he achieves, the silent rage, the cold ruthlessness communicated only with the eyes, it’s incredible.

The rest of his career to me is a disappointment. I know that’s a hot take. He made more great films. Dog Day Afternoon and Heat, to name a few. But to me he was very one note after this. It was hard to see him as anyone but Al Pacino; he became a caricature.

But in these films, he is Michael Corleone.

If we assume the rumors are true, and Seattle and Vegas are getting expansion teams, then who the heck is inheriting this fiasco unfolding in Portland?

I’m wondering if the computer is even correct it’s so terrible. It’s showing about 11.5mpg around town. Haven’t taken it on the highway yet. I know the first 600-1000 miles it’s kind of working out the kinks but that is putrid. My pickup truck gets better mileage. I had a V8 luxury sedan that got better. We went with because I read some troubling things about Kia hybrids. Regretting that decision so far.

I’m a regular person. My new year’s resolution a few years ago was to read a book a month, and I’ve kept up with that. I thought I would try my hand at interpreting a classic work of literature. I am holding myself to a simple rule, that being 1) Don’t seek any outside aids (wikipedia, study guides, reddit, AI, etc).

When I was in school, I was an average student. I did just enough to get by, and I never put any effort into understanding the literature we were reading. As an adult, I read almost exclusively popular nonfiction. But recently I’ve tried to make an effort to read more challenging fare.

I digress, here is what I thought about Heart of Darkness.

The only copy available was an academic edition which of course included a lot of historical context and criticism which I was intent on ignoring. But I did read the author’s introduction which mentioned that, in the 1970s, it became a common narrative that Conrad had been a racist. I assumed that Conrad, as a white European in the 19th century, probably had at least by contemporary standards a rather backwards view of race. Perhaps he did, I don’t know. But reading the book now, I am puzzled how someone could come to that conclusion except by the most superficial of readings that judged the author on his use of the “N” word alone.

To the extent I have a takeaway on Conrad’s message (which is kind of a false premise because I think he meant the book to be in some ways indecipherable, it is that he found the Belgian project in the Congo to be corrosive to the humanity of those who engaged in it. In addition, it seems to me that Conrad was remarking on the limited economic utility of the enterprise and the questionable character of those involved. I’m thinking specifically of the brick mason who has not made a single brick, and the delay of Marlow’s expedition for lack of rivets, despite thousands of them languishing in port hundreds of miles away.

As to the moral rot I’m hinting at, I think Marlow himself has some type of PTSD from what he witnessed while in the Congo, but can’t bring himself to reckon with it. He keeps mentioning Kurtz’s words, “The horror, the horror…” and is even starting to hear voices near the end of the book. While meeting with Kurtz’s betrothed at the very end, he cannot bring himself to tell her Kurtz’s true last words, I think in part because he cannot bring himself to be honest about what he saw there, the true nature of the colonial regime.

I wish I took notes throughout so I could articulate my thoughts better but in the end it was clear to me that Conrad must have thought that what the Belgians were doing in the Congo was profoundly evil. The tone of the book was menacing.

I want to make two notes here before I end my rant. Firstly on Kurtz himself who I took to be an avatar for the European colonist in general. Marlow keeps talking about him as though he’s this renaissance man, as does the photographer who basically worships Kurtz as a demigod. And yet, this man who could have been anything dies in the wilderness slaughtering elephants for a company that is actively plotting his demise. And then we learn when Marlow returns to England that Kurtz was kind of a failson who was trying to marry up and was clearly trying to speedrun a fortune in this terrible venture that cost him his humanity and his life.

Lastly, this was the first time in a while I’d noticed that form itself contributes to art. This novella is basically one long stream of consciousness which is meant to be disorienting like the jungle Marlow is penetrating. It’s difficult to follow at first, which I believe is intentional.

Anyway, I deeply enjoyed this book despite finding it disturbing. I think I’ll go rewatch Apocalypse Now, which I know was essentially an adaptation of this work.

What did I miss? Everything? I’ll take all the information now that I’ve given my honest two cents without contamination. What do you think the message, to the extent there is one, is? Was Conrad a racist, by any standard? What did you think of the book?

I had a 2015 Hyundai Genesis. Nice car, no major problems but had some annoying build quality issues. Stuff like molding around the windshield falling off, gas cap retention doo dad breaking, etc. Not enough to make Hyundai/Kia never again territory, but enough to give me pause. We’re going to be in the market for a 3-row SUV soon, and all these consumer reports and edmund’s lists have the Pallisade/Telluride at the top.

I understand an automaker can change a lot in ten years. So those of you who have like a 2022 or newer, how is it holding up? How has your ownership experience been?

Shamet just cooked us, we had him.

Champagnie is killing it in SAS, cut him.

McCain, self-inflicted wound.

BBall Paul can rebound the rock; lost him.

Isaiah Joe, could have used him.

This doesn’t even go down the rabbit hole of trading Mikal on draft night and then signing Tobias.

And on and on.

And the worst part is, we can’t really do much to improve this team aside from the 22nd pick. Embiid is making a billion dollars for *three more years*.