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I miss my son so fucking much.
I don’t think there will ever be a day where I don’t wonder about him.
I only had him for 11 weeks, but those 11 weeks meant everything to me. He was my baby. My son. A little life growing inside of me that I already loved more than I could ever put into words.
And then suddenly, he was gone.
I never got to hold him.
I never got to see his face.
I never got to hear his cry or feel his tiny fingers wrap around mine.
I never got to bring him home.
I never got to watch him grow.
I never got to find out who he would have been.
I wonder what he would have looked like. I wonder if he would have had my eyes or my smile. I wonder what his laugh would have sounded like. I wonder what his favorite things would have been. I wonder if he would have been shy or loud, goofy or serious, stubborn like me.
There are so many things I will never know.
And that’s what hurts so fucking much.
I didn’t just lose a pregnancy.
I lost my son.
I lost every future I had imagined with him.
I lost the first time I would have held him, the first time I would have heard him cry, the first time I would have watched him smile.
I lost birthdays.
Christmases.
First steps.
First words.
School pictures.
Late-night cuddles.
All of it.
Sometimes I think people expect you to eventually “move on” from something like this. But how do you move on from someone you never got the chance to meet?
How do you stop missing someone when you spent 11 weeks imagining an entire life with them?
I wish I could have had more time.
Just a little more time.
I wish I could have held him just once.
I wish I could have told him how loved he already was.
I wish he could have known how badly his mommy wanted him.
I will always wonder who he would have become.
And I will always miss him.
I don’t care that I only had 11 weeks with him. He was real. My love for him was real. My grief is real.
He was my son.
He always will be.
And if I could have one thing in this world, I would give anything to go back and have just one more moment with him.
Just one.
To feel him.
To hold him.
To tell him, “Mommy loves you.”
Because I fucking miss my baby.

My names Jade, I’m almost 28 and freshly divorced from my ex husband as of March 9, 2025. I was abused for yrs by this man and I just gotta ask if anyone is out there! I feel so scared to ask but I will just do it and hope for a response.

I’m not a firm believer of this church anymore and I think it’s because my husband was a believer in it and he abused me.

My ask: What happens if this man supposedly has a criminal background l? Did I potentially ruin this man’s life on that part or did he? I could be overreacting but I don’t know to feel. Forgive me I’m just shaken up from typing this.

I just watched the newest of her custody video and I just gotta say if she is allowed such as visit time with Ever why did she only do 16 out of 50 hours? maybe she doesn’t care for the children. Her children are most definitely an accessory to her from what I’ve seen so far and it’s so sad to watch. The more I watch these it makes me realize that none of these children are getting the parents/love they do this to them. Taylor and Dakota are bad people and I wish those babies get the love they do absolutely deserve. Sorry I’m just ranting away. Let me know your thoughts. Do you think Taylor and Dakota have what it takes to step up? I personally don’t think so.

Has anyone seen Marciano’sinterview with Hulu Get Real? It was posted yesterday and the more I watch it the more I respect him. Like how did that happen?? also, not that I like Jessi but it’s kind of refreshing to see him taking himself accountable in his new ways than before because idk he was insufferable but that’s my opinion

(Sorry I got a lot to say but didn’t know if I should post this separately.)

I have a theory….

What if Taylor publicized the video of her abusing Dakota because she knew it would bring more attention to her which we already know there’s a pattern of that lately because of her posting on Instagram? I say this because she’s been showing a lot more of a reaction than Dakota what are your thoughts? Although I do want to add and say yes Dakota is still a piece of crap nonetheless. (Sorry about the spam) just so many things are running through my head today.

Hiiii I have a question for anyone who’s lactose intolerant out there. Are you sensitive to whey? I noticed in the last 6 years I’ve become weakened by milk and whey products. Do keep in mind I use to be able to consume dairy until my ex husband switched us over to almond milk made by silk. I think I developed either an allergic reaction or something. So are you sensitive to whey products and whey is the question. Any safe foods are definitely welcome 🙏🤍