u/Shadowbloodimpurity

What's weird is I was wrong about this sort of thing before. It was just gone for a while. But now it's back and it's actually quite serious.

We've finally found some plain terms that describe dissociation, and it was legitimately frightening. Like, going-to-cry levels of scary. It's all things that I didn't realise I had been dealing with and fighting since I was extremely young.

I was talking to my therapist today, she was able to get me to mention the fact that I have been trapped in a film/tv show for years, interacting with an audience that doesn't even like me. I can't stop having conversations with "my" thoughts. Sometimes I get to infodump, but other times they yell at me or I at them.

My identity keeps changing. I was never able to be one thing. Most recently, I've been a dinosaur, a neko, a swan maiden, and a dead dog.

I'm supposed to be getting psych testing soon, so maybe that will clear me up. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Ask me about them!

I think these two slackers would be interesting together is all. And Randal's reaction would be priceless.

Nathan Explosion - Metalocalypse

Dante Hicks - Clerks-Clerks iii

Warren Peace - Sky High

Plus a timeline of crushes. If you ask I can tell you who's who.

Clinical lycanthropy sucks all the way through

I am a clinical lycanthrope. Though the delusion never truly went away, I watched myself struggle to get to the bathroom tonight because my feet were turning into paws and my back was forcing me onto all fours. I'm currently rather confused by the dexterity of my """hands""". I haven't felt like this for years. I fear suddenly becoming obsessed with and identifying with a werewolf character isn't really helping.

It has pretty much nothing to do with the sound of the albums themselves...what connects them is entirely related to me.