u/Shadowman9898

Okay so Im a peak asc 2/currently d2 because I don't play valorant alot, but I genuinely do not understand how 2 play valorant aim duals. I got Legendary Eagle in csgo, master in ow1, diamond in ow2( dont play alot) but good at typical fps games, but valorant for me is so different and I do not understand. I'm told oh peaker advantage but have 0 reaction time to do anything in alot of gun fights. oh just do the a d key method whiling gunning so its harder to hit you and you get the advantage, well I just get one tap. Here just a short clip of me in deathmatch but any tips would help alot, valorant is the one game I just do not understand how to play. To me this game just feels and seems purely rng over skill 9/10 times but I could also just be misinform and have 0 idea how to gun dual properly

https://reddit.com/link/1tf3nov/video/wmta4vmezj1h1/player

Im just gonna ask some questions to gain more insight if anyone can help thank you

Q: Proverbs 18:21 (ESV): "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit” Why is it that some words have power and some don’t? Is this associated with speak into existence what you like from god etc(there been so many times I’ve ask god for stuff aloud and its always been a no or just no answer,nothing to crazy just simple things) am I doing something wrong with my tongue?

Q:As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he" is found in Proverbs 23:7 Does this mean simple if you think something you are it? Does it go along the lines of fake it til you make it? If I believe I’m going to be a doctor for example and work towards + delusional enough(aka do not accept negative or no towards a goal) I will eventually become one? I’ve tried this before with different goal it seems to work half sometimes. Am I doing something wrong for it to work properly?

Q:Walk by faith, not by sight. Corinthians 5:7 Does this mean again simple delusion=faith? Like for example I’ve tried I went to go get a lottery ticket hoping for a small win nothing big a little $50, I believe without a doubt I’ll win some good money but when I scratch the tickets I never do or its small like $1(I’ve never won over $20 on a ticket but know Christian friend that have ask the same and won $100-$1000 from god) (not jealous just wondering if I myself am doing something wrong) and what happens when it doesn’t happen is this god just telling me no or is my faith not strong enough? Sometimes I do get tired of trying to walk by faith but it still doesn’t work the way I pray to god.

Q:kinda of a random question but what am I doing wrong that god isn’t blessing me or answering any of the prays I ask for? I’m kinda need a dumb down version of how I should be living life as a Christian and I don’t really understand what I’m doing wrong to achieve things from gods gifts

Q: what is the difference between god confident strength that he gives us vs confidence from our own self vs pride? I get confused sometimes on true confidence from god is like and not my own confidence or even to much which is pride I think? Is pride and confidence a feeling I should be not feeling or feeling? Also when is pride a good/bad thing because I heard that sometimes you should have pride on things that you accomplished and that okay because it just god proud of you but idk

Q:Why does the bible say solomon was one of god fav because he ask for wisdom but everytime I ask for wisdom from god I never receive it, or when god says to lean on his knowledge and not our own I don’t really get anywhere it, just confused on it

Q: I apologize in advance if this sounds envy but I don’t know how to word it differently, but why does it seem god blesses people around me alot or raises them really high in the world but I’m still stuck in the same boat everyday? Idk if this changes it to not being envy but I’m fine with others getting their spotlight or blessings but I’m like confused/upset that I’m not or think I’m not getting my own blessings from god, like I want to be someone some day that high in the ladder with my own dreams/goals and while I’m up there I can help spread god wods

Q:why does my mind ramble so much, before I came to christ 4 years ago I never had such mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts but for the past 4 years it such random times such unwelcoming thoughts come into my mind and I hate them so much, I’ve ask god to get rid of this but sometimes it just keeps coming even after I pray in that moment.

Q: why is it sometimes when I pray for stuff in the middle of the prayer I just hear a quick no, or something negative, is that the devil or the holy spirt/god talking to me? I also can’t seem to shake past it and start automatically believing no and then that outcome happens. How do I stop that? I also read somewhere but idk if its true but the quick voice usually not god and should be ignored but even when I ignore it, it seems the pray still gets told no if that makes sense

Im just gonna ask some questions to gain more insight if anyone can help thank you

Q: Proverbs 18:21 (ESV): "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit” Why is it that some words have power and some don’t? Is this associated with speak into existence what you like from god etc(there been so many times I’ve ask god for stuff aloud and its always been a no or just no answer,nothing to crazy just simple things) am I doing something wrong with my tongue?

Q:As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he" is found in Proverbs 23:7 Does this mean simple if you think something you are it? Does it go along the lines of fake it til you make it? If I believe I’m going to be a doctor for example and work towards + delusional enough(aka do not accept negative or no towards a goal) I will eventually become one? I’ve tried this before with different goal it seems to work half sometimes. Am I doing something wrong for it to work properly?

Q:Walk by faith, not by sight. Corinthians 5:7 Does this mean again simple delusion=faith? Like for example I’ve tried I went to go get a lottery ticket hoping for a small win nothing big a little $50, I believe without a doubt I’ll win some good money but when I scratch the tickets I never do or its small like $1(I’ve never won over $20 on a ticket but know Christian friend that have ask the same and won $100-$1000 from god) (not jealous just wondering if I myself am doing something wrong) and what happens when it doesn’t happen is this god just telling me no or is my faith not strong enough? Sometimes I do get tired of trying to walk by faith but it still doesn’t work the way I pray to god.

Q:kinda of a random question but what am I doing wrong that god isn’t blessing me or answering any of the prays I ask for? I’m kinda need a dumb down version of how I should be living life as a Christian and I don’t really understand what I’m doing wrong to achieve things from gods gifts

Q: what is the difference between god confident strength that he gives us vs confidence from our own self vs pride? I get confused sometimes on true confidence from god is like and not my own confidence or even to much which is pride I think? Is pride and confidence a feeling I should be not feeling or feeling? Also when is pride a good/bad thing because I heard that sometimes you should have pride on things that you accomplished and that okay because it just god proud of you but idk

Q:Why does the bible say solomon was one of god fav because he ask for wisdom but everytime I ask for wisdom from god I never receive it, or when god says to lean on his knowledge and not our own I don’t really get anywhere it, just confused on it

Q: I apologize in advance if this sounds envy but I don’t know how to word it differently, but why does it seem god blesses people around me alot or raises them really high in the world but I’m still stuck in the same boat everyday? Idk if this changes it to not being envy but I’m fine with others getting their spotlight or blessings but I’m like confused/upset that I’m not or think I’m not getting my own blessings from god, like I want to be someone some day that high in the ladder with my own dreams/goals and while I’m up there I can help spread god wods

Q:why does my mind ramble so much, before I came to christ 4 years ago I never had such mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts but for the past 4 years it such random times such unwelcoming thoughts come into my mind and I hate them so much, I’ve ask god to get rid of this but sometimes it just keeps coming even after I pray in that moment.

Q: why is it sometimes when I pray for stuff in the middle of the prayer I just hear a quick no, or something negative, is that the devil or the holy spirt/god talking to me? I also can’t seem to shake past it and start automatically believing no and then that outcome happens. How do I stop that? I also read somewhere but idk if its true but the quick voice usually not god and should be ignored but even when I ignore it, it seems the pray still gets told no if that makes sense

Im just gonna ask some questions to gain more insight if anyone can help thank you

Q: Proverbs 18:21 (ESV): "Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit” Why is it that some words have power and some don’t? Is this associated with speak into existence what you like from god etc(there been so many times I’ve ask god for stuff aloud and its always been a no or just no answer,nothing to crazy just simple things) am I doing something wrong with my tongue?

Q:As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he" is found in Proverbs 23:7 Does this mean simple if you think something you are it? Does it go along the lines of fake it til you make it? If I believe I’m going to be a doctor for example and work towards + delusional enough(aka do not accept negative or no towards a goal) I will eventually become one? I’ve tried this before with different goal it seems to work half sometimes. Am I doing something wrong for it to work properly?

Q:Walk by faith, not by sight. Corinthians 5:7 Does this mean again simple delusion=faith? Like for example I’ve tried I went to go get a lottery ticket hoping for a small win nothing big a little $50, I believe without a doubt I’ll win some good money but when I scratch the tickets I never do or its small like $1(I’ve never won over $20 on a ticket but know Christian friend that have ask the same and won $100-$1000 from god) (not jealous just wondering if I myself am doing something wrong) and what happens when it doesn’t happen is this god just telling me no or is my faith not strong enough? Sometimes I do get tired of trying to walk by faith but it still doesn’t work the way I pray to god.

Q:kinda of a random question but what am I doing wrong that god isn’t blessing me or answering any of the prays I ask for? I’m kinda need a dumb down version of how I should be living life as a Christian and I don’t really understand what I’m doing wrong to achieve things from gods gifts

Q: what is the difference between god confident strength that he gives us vs confidence from our own self vs pride? I get confused sometimes on true confidence from god is like and not my own confidence or even to much which is pride I think? Is pride and confidence a feeling I should be not feeling or feeling? Also when is pride a good/bad thing because I heard that sometimes you should have pride on things that you accomplished and that okay because it just god proud of you but idk

Q:Why does the bible say solomon was one of god fav because he ask for wisdom but everytime I ask for wisdom from god I never receive it, or when god says to lean on his knowledge and not our own I don’t really get anywhere it, just confused on it

Q: I apologize in advance if this sounds envy but I don’t know how to word it differently, but why does it seem god blesses people around me alot or raises them really high in the world but I’m still stuck in the same boat everyday? Idk if this changes it to not being envy but I’m fine with others getting their spotlight or blessings but I’m like confused/upset that I’m not or think I’m not getting my own blessings from god, like I want to be someone some day that high in the ladder with my own dreams/goals and while I’m up there I can help spread god wods

Q:why does my mind ramble so much, before I came to christ 4 years ago I never had such mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts but for the past 4 years it such random times such unwelcoming thoughts come into my mind and I hate them so much, I’ve ask god to get rid of this but sometimes it just keeps coming even after I pray in that moment.

Q: why is it sometimes when I pray for stuff in the middle of the prayer I just hear a quick no, or something negative, is that the devil or the holy spirt/god talking to me? I also can’t seem to shake past it and start automatically believing no and then that outcome happens. How do I stop that? I also read somewhere but idk if its true but the quick voice usually not god and should be ignored but even when I ignore it, it seems the pray still gets told no if that makes sense

Okay so I’ve been with christ 4 years now, and im ngl i just don’t understand it. I’m trying be a professional league of legends video game player(I’m already in the top percentile for it, and I do thank god because I was also stuck in the average diamond lobbies and he helped me get to grandmaster) but now I’m stuck and don’t know how to play like a pro or how to find the connection to get me into the scene. I also don’t understand some verse in the bible, example have faith for stuff you ask for god, a man who thinks is what he is, lean on god knowledge etc. it like okay I think im a pro and can play on pro level but then weeks go by and I’m still playing at the same level. Okay well I pray and ask god to help me climb today in the rank and now for the past week I lost my games, got troll teammates, and the opposite happened. I ask god to show me the knowledge I lack to go pro, okay well nothing happened. I tried to watch pro player play and again nothing happens. I’ve also had enough this year and felt like god is just abusing me and its making me question should I even continue this relationship, constant weeks and months feel wasted because none of my prayers are answered. I get anxious and feel lost alot of times when I play but can perform good at moments, kinda of has high high but a low low player performance and I genuinely don’t know what I’m missing to be a pro player. Sorry for any rudeness towards god but It makes me so mad that I’ve been trying for 4 years and been kinda stuck for the past year at this level. I want to go pro and it feels like this is my thing but I don’t know the next steps. I also don’t have money for coaching and it so hard for me to talk to people. I am tho going next week to therapy to hopefully get anxiety meds but it just seems alot of times god isn’t helping me but constantly putting me on trials and tribulations and its like bro Ive had enough I just want to start winning in life and finally my dream becomes reality. Sorry for yapping