AITA for wanting penetrative sex done to me by my partner who doesn't want to because of her long nails
My first partner and I are both 21 years old. Over the past few months, I haven’t let her pleasure me anymore because she only wanted to do it without penetration—she wants to keep her long nails. She knows that I’ve wanted penetration for two years now, but recently she’s refused and sulks at the idea of cutting her nails.
I understand her perspective, but it puts me in an awkward position and leaves me feeling unsatisfied. Since we’re in a long-distance relationship and only meet occasionally, I feel like I’m the only one putting in effort now. It hurts and frustrates me. I’m upset with both her and myself.
I'm definitely gonna delete this... this is beeyond embarrassing but please help me thank you.
edit: sorry forgot to mention but no toys since my parents might find them